Tulpamancing Questions

[biblioman]

I would say, not for any ethical or moral reasons, not to do it. That could be misunderstood as a lack of project, since unless you're able to achieve possession and do neat things with your tulpa, like writing with both hands, it's going to look like you don't have a project at all and that you're roleplaying.

 

Already talked over with teachers, it is understood as a project considering I went the psychological and scientific bent on them - also, the school considers LARP suitable for school time, so they aren't judging. Also, MAYBE we'll be able to achieve possession before then so that we can have a guest speaker. :P

What I know is that Seroquel has bad effects, that include the temporary dissipation of a tulpa, the host not being able to see, hear or do anything with the tulpa. I'd say that they could mean harm (to your tulpaforcing, not your tulpa), but again, that's only a supposition, try searching about which neurotransmissor/receptor is affect by Seroquel and see if the same is valid for the other, if it's not, likely these meds won't affect your tulpaforcing.

 

Abilify does affect serotonin and dopamine, but I have faith that I'll be able to do the project; also, no way in HELL am I going off of that, after all it's done to my stability levels.

Now, that's interesting. Yes, go into this thread and read it from the page 4 forward. http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Proof-of-Tulpae?page=4

That will give you ideas about what to do with this equipment.

 

Thanks; currently what I'm thinking is:

Sunday: Pre-test in the seated position.

???: Post-test A: Both seated.

???: Post-test B: Me seated, tulpa standing.

???: Post-test C: Me seated, tulpa doing something seated (math maybe? reading?).

???: Post-test D: Me possessed, tulpa possessing.

Don't expect your tulpae to be exactly the way you try to make her, the personality methods are all fine, in fact, not doing any personality and doing only narration would give you a tulpa too.

No worries, most of this questions weren't answered in most places, so I don't mind answering this kind of thing.

 

Thanks!

#2 Regarding the conditions and medication: There has not actually been much research done regarding these questions. Read some more threads regarding medications in the Research section (as already suggested). The practice of tulpa creation should be beneficial for you regarding the ADD (very likely) and maybe also the bi-polar (long shot but it can't hurt). The brain is not a muscle which grows stronger with repeated usage, but it does act a lot like a muscle. Neural connections are formed by every brain activity, so tasks become easier and more successful as you practice them. Tasks include focusing, so your self-control will only improve during exercises like meditation and tulpa creation. That said, I know some bi-polar people, and they tend to unconsciously make choices which set themselves up for failures later. The fact that you are actually taking your medications is encouraging. Don't allow your tulpa creation project to be an excuse to screw yourself; you owe that much to yourself and your tulpa.

 

See above for statement regarding Abilify - though I'm not going off of any medicine except Clonidine, which I have psychiatrist's permission to end at will, and I have no paranoid symptoms any more.

 

#3 Regarding your mother and the EEG machine: I am going to agree with your mother on this issue. She knows you and your situation a lot better than me, and she thinks that this project is a good idea. She is probably right about the mediation aspects of the process being good for you. The EEG machine came up in its own thread a week or two ago. Some very knowledgable members posted there about these machines. I strongly suggest your search for that thread and post there.

 

Thanks; I believe in us (how does one refer to tulpae when they aren't currently being developed? :P) Also, for the sake of science, NOT forcing until Sunday noonish, after the EEG, when I plan to spend the rest of the day meditating and forcing. And see above for sample EEG test ideas.

 

#4 Regarding personality creation: I asked a similar question several days ago. My question was about choosing personality traits, whereas you seem to be asking about ways to act upon those choices. The consesus answer that I received is that it does not matter because the tulpa is capable of changing its own form and characteristics as it wishes. Similarly, any method you opt to use for personality crafting (or no method as is suggested by others above) should be okay because the tulpa itself will be able to make changes later.

 

Thanks!

Also, for the sake of letting people know, MY MOTIVATION ISN'T JUST SCIENCE (in rough order; lower number is higher motivation):

1. Companionship - highest by a long shot.

2. Responsibility.

3. Possible mood help, even though I'm pretty stable.

4. Help focusing.

5. Meditative/imaginative boost.

THEN AND ONLY THEN 6. Science.

 

Thanks all of you, waffles, motorheadlk, Koji, and Scott Z for the help and differing - in some regards - opinions.

-biblioman