pico and co

[pico]

Hi all.

 

I began work two weeks ago today, but didn't want to rush things publicly before I got to know my tulpa. Anyway, her name is (at the moment, and after much deliberation) Clef, and she has a human form. I subscribe to the belief that hosts and tulpa are basically the same, and that we are sharing a head. I assumed sentience from the very beginning, though not vocality. I use a bit of several methods for forcing, sometimes using tones, sometimes using a wonderland, and sometimes open-eye visualisation.

 

We've mostly worked out talking, although not perfectly. She can't initiate a conversation without my thinking of her, which is obviously a problem. We believe the way to progress from here is to focus on keeping her in mind throughout the day, to reinforce her independent existence. She also has a bit of trouble forming separate opinions, so we might try a bit of personality work again.

 

Tonight, we tried partial possession for the first time, and I'm fairly sure she was able to control breathing and motor action in at least two fingers. All fingers got a response, but it was difficult to tell who was moving them. I don't know if we'll do any more possession for a while, as I'd prefer to get a better visualisation first. Clef would like to dive straight into possession.

 

I'm having alight trouble with visualisation. I can picture individual parts of her face and body, but the big picture seems to melt and change before I can fix it. I'm not sure if this is Clef being unsure of herself, or something I'm doing wrong. We're making slight progress though, so for the moment we'll just stick at it. After visualisation, I'd love to do either possession or imposition. I initially wanted to have complete imposition before I even started possession, but the latter seems too useful to miss out on. We'd really be happy with any tangible progress.

 

Thanks for reading, Clef says hi!

[pico]

After struggling for weeks with maintaining a consistent human visualisation, we decided that Clef needed a feline form, at least for a while. In the first half hour visualising her, she was clear and consistent. I don't know how it will affect her imposed speech, but she doesn't see that as a problem.

 

Disappointingly little progress has been made apart from this realisation, but I can hear her more clearly. Maybe now that she's happier in her form, things will progress better. Maybe I've just broken through a plateau. We certainly hope so.

[Guest Del]

I subscribe to the belief that hosts and tulpa are basically the same, and that we are sharing a head.

Good on ya'.