I see my Tulpa in two places at once. (Imposing)

[draam]

Soo, Drama changed his form and gender, like... Two days ago. It somehow made imposing easier (I think his approval of the new form and male gender improved the rate of imposition, but it's just my assumption)

 

But yesterday, I saw (not really, though - I don't see truly, I see-feel. Seel, let's call it) him in two places at once. He was laying on my bed, but I salw (...since see is saw, seel is salw, lol) his new, lil' form in the corner of my eyes too. I turned my eyes, and yeah, it was there. Kinda, but not really, as I don't 'see', as I mentioned. I was like "wut".

 

I asked if he was trolling me, and he said uncertainly "...yeah". I didn't really believe it, but I let it slide, while telling something along the lines of "Good, but don't do it, it may create a third one or something".

 

Then, it happened again. I felt he was still laying on my bed, but the other form of his was looking from around the door.

 

I asked if he controlls it. I asked him for an explanation, too. He said something about our "expectations (of whereabouts) getting mixed up", but I felt he wasn't really sure - he denies it, though. He once said that "he wanted me to see him (so I improve imposing as soon as possible)", but I felt that he wasn't convinced, which he also denies.

 

When I saw one looking out of door and one on the bed, I came to the one near the door (which seemed false-ish), picked it up (not really, I only seel it partially, and it's blinking - works worse if I concentrate more on the task, actually), and at one point I could seel Drama on the bed and Drama in my arms. Weird. I then threw the Drama in my arms to the Drama on the bed, and nothing really happened, I think I saw one still walk back to the door but it felt even less real.

 

I had a lot of caffeine that day, though. Does it matter, though? I doubt it.

 

Today, similiar stuff happened, but different. While seeling both at once (one on one place, the other in the corner of my eyes) didn't truly happen, there was a moment where I saw Drama wherever I looked, "interacting" with stuff (like sitting on a hedge, or ledge, which is kinda ironic).

 

 

I remember one thing that MAY be revelant - two days ago, before Drama became the newest form (looks like Shadow the hedgehog. That's what I get for watching Game Grumps and then playing a Sonic game [newest one] for like the first time in my life, lol), I saw the 'old', female Drama form with the new one (Shadow). Drama admited she wanted me to create a new Tulpa like Shadow, but I was like "Nope, you guys aren't even 'finished' yet, not now for sure". Sindri also didn't want a third one.

 

Since I felt bad (she obviously liked the form, and I admit that it does look kinda cool and cute, in a way), I then suggested "Why don't you become like this form if you like it? Makes perfect sense". To my surprise, she was like "Okay!', and became a he. And a hedgehog. From a kinda-robo (but not really) girl.

 

 

Any advice? I don't think I salw two Dramas at once today.

 

Also, I noticed that since I started imposing a lot lately, I receive less vocal responses from both Drama and Sindri (the other, younger one). Is it normal?

[Guest Anonymous]

Timeline, from what I understand:

1. Game grumps form change. Female Drama (Robo girl) becomes Shadow the Hedgehog

2. You check dubs successfully in regards to Drama. Robo girl form appears in alongside Shadow form.

3. Both Drama forms interacting with stuff.

 

This is some funky stuff right here. I doubt you have a 3rd tulpa, but rather, you have yet to accept Shadow-Drama as being the real Drama, and acknowledge that Robo-Drama form is old stuff (Did that sentence make sense?). I think you need to go over with Drama and Sindri what you currently understand their forms to be, and that they need to try and force that knowledge into your sub-c (If the sub-c isn't getting it after a while).

[QB2]

There's no real reason for a tulpa to only show up in one place at a time.

It's probably just glitches. And as your tulpa said, your expectations getting mixed up. Expect to see a tulpa somewhere when you look there, and they'll be there, whether there's already another instance of them or not.

Whatever it is, I don't see a problem.

[draam]

Timeline, from what I understand:

1. Game grumps form change. Female Drama (Robo girl) becomes Shadow the Hedgehog

2. You check dubs successfully in regards to Drama. Robo girl form appears in alongside Shadow form.

3. Both Drama forms interacting with stuff.

 

This is some funky stuff right here. I doubt you have a 3rd tulpa, but rather, you have yet to accept Shadow-Drama as being the real Drama, and acknowledge that Robo-Drama form is old stuff (Did that sentence make sense?). I think you need to go over with Drama and Sindri what you currently understand their forms to be, and that they need to try and force that knowledge into your sub-c (If the sub-c isn't getting it after a while).

 

Ah, my post wasn't clear.

 

Old Drama appeared (as usually, it was HER form then) before the change with a Shadow-like form (it may have moved a bit, not sure, but it was the first appearance of such a form ever). She claimed she wanted a new Tulpa like this one, and then after my suggestion Drama (now a he) started looking like Shadow.

 

Except since then I saw multiple instances of him (both Shadows') several times. Never happened with Sindri, but then he never had such a sudden, big imposition development.

 

There's no real reason for a tulpa to only show up in one place at a time.

It's probably just glitches. And as your tulpa said, your expectations getting mixed up. Expect to see a tulpa somewhere when you look there, and they'll be there, whether there's already another instance of them or not.

Whatever it is, I don't see a problem.

 

Glitches? I thought so too. Good to see it's normal when expectations are mixed up. Kinda makes sense when I think about it. Once Drama was on the bed until I remembered he was in the hallway just a second ago, and then I salw one on the bed (inert, not moving) and one coming in my direction from the hallway. I noticed that usually with me seeling one moving, the other becomes inert, unmoving. Drama even threw down the other him from the bed a few minutes ago.

 

But...

 

I didn't expect Tulpaforcing business to become Meepo's playfield. Oh well! At least my Tulpas can't feed anyone, like the Meepo himself... (Dota related joke, hah)