Nerd Guru February 6, 2013 Author February 6, 2013 Double the time you spend spell checking your posts. Good spelling is a boon. The main difference between a typo and a spelling mistake is that a typo is done in spite of prior knowledge. lololol xD Newbies are prone to newbishness. This can be a good thing. My suggestion to you is twofold. Double the time you spend with your tulpa. The forums are a nice trap of sorts taking time away from training. Double the time you spend spell checking your posts. Good spelling is a boon. I only spend time on the forum in 10 minute bursts XD. The rest is dedicated to Zader. But thanks for the advice :D Edit: Not going to go into detail on my wonderland by the way, just turned it into tabula rasa. anyone who disagrees are dumb. I'm gonna put this as my sig.
Nerd Guru February 7, 2013 Author February 7, 2013 Good news everyone! I've been doing it wrong. Completely wrong. The dillemia is that my current wonderland (The Library) is partitioned in the "wrong" area of my mind. Because of this, I heaven't been making progress. I could tell something was wrong because everything was too.."controlled". Now, I have added a "backdoor" to my wonderland to the partition where Zader actually is. Not only is he formless, but there has been no progress made because I've been narrating to a section of my mind that is "me". Now I can actually narrate and probably impose Zader onto my enviroment correctly. I'm really excited about this because it means that I can actually make progress now. I now have to go through the process of gradually integrating The Library into the correct partition, which will take a lot of forcing in itself. There goes 6 hours of tulpaforcing. anyone who disagrees are dumb. I'm gonna put this as my sig.
Guest kingfisher February 7, 2013 February 7, 2013 Good news everyone! I've been doing it wrong. Completely wrong. The dillemia is that my current wonderland (The Library) is partitioned in the "wrong" area of my mind. Because of this, I heaven't been making progress. I could tell something was wrong because everything was too.."controlled". Now, I have added a "backdoor" to my wonderland to the partition where Zader actually is. Not only is he formless, but there has been no progress made because I've been narrating to a section of my mind that is "me". Now I can actually narrate and probably impose Zader onto my enviroment correctly. I'm really excited about this because it means that I can actually make progress now. I now have to go through the process of gradually integrating The Library into the correct partition, which will take a lot of forcing in itself. There goes 6 hours of tulpaforcing. Good luck! and don't forget: hour counts are eeeeeeevil
Nerd Guru February 7, 2013 Author February 7, 2013 Good luck! and don't forget: hour counts are eeeeeeevil Thanks :D And sorry if my last post made no sense, but it is what it is. anyone who disagrees are dumb. I'm gonna put this as my sig.
Nerd Guru February 11, 2013 Author February 11, 2013 Last night I got my first response from Zader in the form of a strange...feeling? In my wonderland, Zader currently formless ball of "energy" just turned golden instead of blue. I'm really excited and I've been narrating ever since. Right now I'm keeping Zader seperate from his body to make sure I don't let his form influence his personality. I've been very gradually integrating the body by interchanging what I represent Zader as. In other words, sometimes I visualize Zader in his body, sometimes I visualize him as a gigantic golden ball of energy. It's working so far :D. Sorry if my posts sound dry and disconnected, but I have no intentions of really pouring my thoughts into the forums because I could be pouring them into Zader. For right now, take my dryness as a sign of my progress moreso than what I type. As I progress, the posts'll get deeper and you guys will (hopefully) be intrigued by this dry-ass log . Until then, get used to emotionally shallow posts (as compared to other progress reports). anyone who disagrees are dumb. I'm gonna put this as my sig.
Nerd Guru February 20, 2013 Author February 20, 2013 I'm back! After taking a week off (not from tulpaforcing) I've had time to do a lot of thinking lately. I'm currently in the process of "refining" my perspective during tulpaforcing. While "refining" I've also noticed that in my wonderland, it feels like I'm in too much control, as if the wonderland isn't an "enviroment" because it's being constrained by my mind. Actually, everything feels like it's confined to the 4 walls of my skull. I don't know how to explain without sounding like I expect it to act outside my own feelings. After all, it is a product of my mind. Makes no sense at all. If anyone knows any sort of meditating exercises to help open up my mind, I'd gladly welcome them. EDIT: Compared to these other blogs, my entries are getting shallower and shallower. OHWELL anyone who disagrees are dumb. I'm gonna put this as my sig.
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