Icarus and Catherine

[Icarus]

Hi ya'll I'm Icarus. I'm making a tulpa and stuff. Her name is Catherine and I'm starting out with narrating. I just narrated all the traits I took the time to scribble down and I think I'll just have a conversation with her before I head off to bed. EDIT: in retrospect, I'm allowing for total deviation if need be, as I want her to 'surprise me'.

 

I've lurked around for probably a few weeks and a thing that I question is parroting. I have a very 'talkative' mind and frequently engage in conversations with myself - will this get in the way? Should I just assign a different voice to this talkative part of my mind? I have a lot of questions but I forgot em lol

 

Anyway, does anybody have any pointers or is there anything I'm doing wrong? Thanks, and peace out.

[Tekidek]

Heh, you remind me of myself. I also did just this: narrated to Karen just a few traits because I want her to have her own personality.

 

I've lurked around for probably a few weeks and a thing that I question is parroting. I have a very 'talkative' mind and frequently engage in conversations with myself - will this get in the way? Should I just assign a different voice to this talkative part of my mind?

 

I want to know this too x\

 

Do you ever got a non-vocal response from you Tulpa? I mean something like this:

At Day 1 (or it was Day 2? I don't remember well...) I imagined that I was at my childhood school (how do you americans call it? Elementary school?), then I showed her all the building (in 1st person view, pulling her by the hand).

 

In the middle of the visualization I got something in my head. It wasn't headache, but something like a massive wave of energy that completely disrupted my visualization. Every time I try to think about that, for some reason it reminds me of rainbows.

 

I was so fuckin' surprised, I finished the "session" and went to bed :@

[Icarus]

Nothing like that yet, but narration was weird last night. We had a full conversation, but she could only answer in short replies and I couldn't tell if I was talking to myself or her >.>

[Icarus]

Been busy the last few days and couldn't get a post in.

So far narration is going smoothly now that she can give full answers. Its hella fun.

[Guest Anonymous]

Welcome aboard.

That it is. Now you can play 20 questions with yourself. It's fun I say. Stimulate that young mind, and you will do well.

[Tekidek]

Been busy the last few days and couldn't get a post in.

So far narration is going smoothly now that she can give full answers. Its hella fun.

 

Wow, she's already vocal?! Sweet :D

You just narrated a lot, right?

 

EDIT

 

I've found what we were looking for!

 

http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Tips-for-those-who-are-getting-parrotnoid

 

But I think it isn't as useful as before, now that your tulpa is already perfectly vocalized. >.>

[Icarus]

mayor: ...ok.

tekidek: You're nick reminds me of a fingerboard company. And she's not perfectly vocal, just somewhat talkative. She can't jabber out a whole paragraph by any means yet ;_;

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Might as well clarify: When I ask her something she asks or responds before I finish. Usually its a split-second before I finish.

Sometimes she gives weird answers, too. Like recently I just asked her what she wanted to do and she said 'cake' >.>

 

I've tried making tulpas before I even knew what they were and never had progress like this in a matter of days its a bit creepy...but it helps when you have the flu and can't talk vocally anyway :>

[Icarus]

I find it hard to remember to 'force' and thus left her at home when I walked the dog. As soon as I came back and went in my room to get the laptop she comes running out and bear hugs me. Feels man.

 

Now all she wants to do is cuddle :D

[Icarus]

School starts up again tomorrow:

 

 

I'm going to cuddle with her tonight and report random stuff that happened sometime tomorrow.

 

Goodnight, peeps.

[Icarus]

Well, she likes the humanized octavia form and wants me to write that she's happy.

about what i have no idea....