Life of Caleb

[oowarrior]

Oh look, a guy that isn't making a girl tulpa. Hello new person.

 

"Caleb sounds like he's a cutie <3" -Luna

 

Luna can be kind of, uh... promiscuous sometimes >.> So do be careful of that, if you ever decide to let Caleb talk to her.

Ahh. Caleb blushed from that comment. He's kind of a shy passive guy, probably one of the reasons he doesn't say all that much. I don't really think he like the idea of talking to Luna, it kind of scares him.

[glitchthe3rd]

Dayum shame, son.

[oowarrior]

Last couple of weeks it has been very difficult to focus on Caleb, due to the work situation. But last couple of days I have been spending lots of time with Him. During times of trouble he has proven himself to be a great friend.

 

I have remade my Wonderland. It's called Crystallis. Basically it a giant pyramid made out of magical crystal. It's located in the forest which I haven't explored yet. There are several rooms in Crystallis, everyone with it's own purpose. One room in the peak of the pyramid is my meditation chamber. I have a forcing/visualization room. I have a simulation room which acts much like a holo-deck from star trek. I have also given Caleb his own room, basically like his own little mini wonderland, I haven't been inside it yet. Theres a common room where I can relax and talk to Caleb.

 

I haven't been forcing enough, and I will start doing it more and more. When long periods of time go by and I don't think about him, he doesn't like it. He'll say stuff like, "Jeez, it's been long enough!" And I feel kind of bad. Now I'm starting to get the feeling that he's keeping busy in Crystallis when I'm not thinking about him. Just not sure about what hes doing.

[oowarrior]

I've done a considerable amount of forcing in the last couple of days. Mostly I've been working on personality. I'm getting better at concentrating and visualizing, mainly due to my improved meditation skills.

 

My original vision of Caleb was that he would be a brilliant scientist. But I know now Caleb wants to be an artist instead. That's what he does when I'm not thinking of him, he creates art in many forms. He also loves music too. Also he loves to workout, mainly running. And since he loves it so much I created a treadmill, but it's just a place in Crystallis where the grounds moves backward and it respond to voice commands.

 

I asked Caleb if he's explored the surrounding forest around Crystallis. He told me he found dinosaurs! I asked him where the hell they came from. And the little weasel said he put them there. So I looked out and lo and behold they were there. We're going to have to talk about this.

 

At this point I can hear whispers from Caleb, but I can't carry out in dept conversations yet. But I can feel his presence more.

[oowarrior]

Wow, it's been over a month since my last post. I've slacked off a lot during the last month, but I've made some progress. ( I was going to say I've made little progress, but Caleb "objected" to me writing that ) My life kinda fell into a rut, so not enough forcing. I even thought about giving up and quitting, but I couldn't give him up.

 

Funny thing. When I did decide to give up Caleb. I found out one does not simply just forget. The whispers continue. My conclusion is when the tulpa is fully implemented, it would take a decent amount of time to rid of him/her.

 

So. During this last week, I've decided to revamp my efforts in creating a Tulpa, and spend a lot more time forcing. I can communicate with him on a basic level, he doesn't speak elaborately just yet, more basically.

 

Today, I have experienced interesting swings in emotions. I laughed at nothing really for really long time, and then moments later felt tears forming in my eyes. Not sure if this has anything to do with Tulpa.

 

Also, I have destroyed my Wonderland and made it into one simple room.