A Rough Start (Angaroo & Aria)

[Guest angaroo]

Hey everyone, angaroo and Aria here ((Hello.)). All of the progress I have made before today has been typed out and pasted on pastebin. Because of that, I will post all of links to those and then start recording everything on here. Thanks everyone!

 

Day 1

 

Day 2

 

Day 3

 

Day 4-6

 

Tomorrow is day 7 and I will post later tomorrow night.

[Flexionsensor]

Hello! It's always good to see a new 'mancer around with a new Pr... Hope it all goes well.

 

Question though, it appears you have already achieved sentience, so what are your long-term goals?

 

That is all.

[Guest angaroo]

Hello! It's always good to see a new 'mancer around with a new Pr... Hope it all goes well.

 

Question though, it appears you have already achieved sentience, so what are your long-term goals?

 

That is all.

 

Hello Flexionsensor,

 

I'm a little confused by the question just because it is very broad, but we will answer to best of our ability. My long term goals at the moment are to fully be able to visualize Aria, my wonderland, and, if the time ever comes, another tulpa. I want to be able to close my eyes while I'm tulpamancing and be able to instantly see everything and to be there. One of the reasons I became so interested in the idea of having a tulpa was to help myself achieve a higher level of thinking. I will admit that it does sound a little bit like I'm in this for myself, but that is not the case. I have the drive to help Aria become a 'full-fledged tulpa' and so does she. As long as I give her attention ((Dont worry, we talk to each other all the time.)), she will become even more a part of me than she already is.

 

To answer your question, our long term goal(s) are these(as of now):

 

• To achieve instantaneous visualization.
  
• To develop Aria even further.
  
• To help develop better thinking strategies.
  

 

Like I said before, it does seem a little selfish that the only reason I made Aria was because I wanted something for my own, personal gain, but that is not the case. I originally created her because I was honestly, very lonely and would often wish that I had somebody to talk to. When I first discovered her sentience, I was both invigorated and upset (see Day 1 in my pastebin for the full story). I now have a very good friend that I talk to everyday and I am actaully enjoying life more now. Sorry, I tend to dabble off-topic a bit sometimes.

 

Anyways, I hope the answer I provided is enough and, if it isn't, feel free to ask again or post another question. We appreciate the question. Thanks ((Yes, thank you Flexionsensor. This question really got us thinking.)).

 

-Angaroo & Aria

[Guest angaroo]

Just wanted everyone to know that I plan on posting a list of personality traits here sometime later today. Just in case you wanted to know.

..which you probably didn't

[Guest angaroo]

Here it is folks, the list of personality traits! Wooooooo!... ahem...

 

• Altruistic
  
• Humble
  
• Intelligent
  
• Honest
  
• Feminine (Obviously :P)
  
• Timid
  
• Tolerant
  
• Sincere
  
• Persistant
  
• Calm
  
• Quiet
  
• Charming
  
• Clumsy
  
• Observant
  
• Peaceful
  
• Keen
  
• Elegant
  
• Gentle
  
• Strange
  
• Unpredictable
  
• Awkward
  
• Direct
  

 

-Angaroo & Aria

[Guest angaroo]

 

 

 

Day 7

 

Time Spent: 30 minutes

 

Tulpa Progress: Hey everybody, it's angaroo and Aria again here with an update. Anyways, the goal of today's (or rather, yesterdays) exercise was all about visualization of both Aria and the wonder land.

 

Wonderland Progress: I think I've made small progress, but still progress nonetheless. I started the exercise by starting out on the trail that lead to the gate to the castle and slowly working my way towards it. I tried very hard to visualize the trees and surrounding forest and, although it is still blurry, I am still further than I have been before. Anyways, I managed to get into the castle. The inside is much easier for me to imagine that the outside, so I was getting some pretty interesting details in the main room, Aria's room and a hallway that leads to another, unexplored/undeveloped part of the castle. I managed to follow Aria around for a little bit too. :) It wasn't for a long time, but still, it was amazing and invigorating to say the least.

Aria's Thoughts: I've said it before but I truly am grateful that angaroo spends as much time paying attention to me as he can. It's a good feeling to know that he was able to see me for a little bit. I am trying my hardest to help him with whatever he plans on doing and trust in his choices. Tomorrow, we plan on working on my personality traits which I am looking for too.

Final Thoughts: Yes, I do plan on working on personality traits later today sometime. I'm afraid that if I start tulpamancing now, that I might fall asleep so I'll wait until a more reasonable hour. Any-who, thanks for reading this journal update and I will see you all around the forums. Thanks and if you have any questions about Aria or myself, please feel free to ask ((Thank you everybody. :) )).

 

-angaroo & Aria