Andrew June 14, 2012 Author June 14, 2012 I did another drawing yesterday. I got it exactly how I see it, which is a big thing for someone with no artistic talent. And she responded. She sent waves of emotion toward it, completely alien from anything I've ever felt before. And she did something while forcing as well. For the full story, plus the drawing, check out the blog. So yeah, she's sentient. She's not talking, but she hears me, and she's responding. "What did you do today?" "Oh, you know, got called a hater by a schizophrenic's marijuana-fueled wolf hallucination." "Righteous!" I call her Philos. My BLOG is updated daily.
Andrew June 16, 2012 Author June 16, 2012 Okay, so yesterday's session. I was in my wonderland, (just a room, with a line of salt dividing my half and hers [symbolic of dividing my conscience], a window at one end of the salt to view memories, and a bench at the other). And normally, the view of the room in my minds eye is pretty stable. But yesterday, every time I tried to visualise myself in it, I began to spin clockwise, uncontrollably. Not fast, my view just kept shifting it, and I couldn't control it. Every time I tried to stableize my view, my view kept spinning. Out of interest, I visualised myself outside of the room, looking down at it, and the room started spinning in front of me, so it wasn't me spinning, it was the room. Philos seemed quiet, during the whole thing. Anyone else had this, or might know what be happening? "What did you do today?" "Oh, you know, got called a hater by a schizophrenic's marijuana-fueled wolf hallucination." "Righteous!" I call her Philos. My BLOG is updated daily.
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