Karkat Vantas May 28, 2013 May 28, 2013 Oh, hello everyone. I suppose I'm starting this log a bit late, compared to most. My tulpa, Zye, is going to be a month old in three days. (May 30th. He was born April 30, 2013) But still, I figured, 'why not?' So, here it is. Zye was created April 30th, 2013. He originally looked like a sort of ghost dog thing. Zye achieved sentience in about two weeks, which is rather quick, according the the other progress reports I've read. Eventually, we changed his form to a more practical one. He now is a human, with black hair, and he has black irises, and black scleras. He always wears a white t-shirt, and usually wears a purple zipper jacket on top of that. Sometime he switches to a blue zipper jacket, but that's only rarely. When I first created him, I started with a simple wonderland. It was an L-shaped room with a TV, couch, fireplace, and a monitor that showed him what I was seeing. (I did this to sort of practice, I don't know) We worked on Narration. And it went well. I was getting simple answers out of him, and he was making his own choices in only two weeks. One day, I was home from school, and bored, so I decided I'd take a walk in the woods behind my house. There's this area by the creek, with two stone walls that used to hold up a bridge. The bridge ran across the creek. I sat on top of one of the walls, enjoying the bright sunlight that shined in through the opening in the canopy of the trees. Zye and I absolutely loved it. We decided to make it our wonderland. And that's where the log catches up with the present. I suppose I'll write an entry in here whenever something noteworthy happens. Goodbye! Host: Alex (Karkat Vantas) Tulpa: Zye Stage: Imposition Extra task: Possession.
Karkat Vantas May 29, 2013 Author May 29, 2013 Zye has started giving me more complex answers, and he's making his own decisions more. He's building more things in our wonderland. I am very excited. Host: Alex (Karkat Vantas) Tulpa: Zye Stage: Imposition Extra task: Possession.
Karkat Vantas May 29, 2013 Author May 29, 2013 Last night, Zye and I attempted possession. It was successful on the first try! He lifted my index finger off my keyboard tray. Today, he lifted all five of the fingers on my right hand up. I am very proud of him. He is very proud of himself. We're setting up a schedule for possession, and figure out what we want to try in what order. So far, the order is as follows. Right Index Finger Lift: Done Right Hand Lift: Done Right Arm Lift: Left Arm Lift: Right Leg Lift: Left Leg Lift: Head Lift: Head Turn: Stand Up: Walk: We're going to try again in a few hours or so. Host: Alex (Karkat Vantas) Tulpa: Zye Stage: Imposition Extra task: Possession.
Karkat Vantas August 6, 2013 Author August 6, 2013 Hey so it's been awhile since I've last updated this. Zye and I have taken a step back. We're working on narration mostly. I can hear him better now. Yeah man things are going good. So Zye has officially given himself a last name. Zye Sheppard. I like it. I think it has a nice ring. Good on ya mate. Host: Alex (Karkat Vantas) Tulpa: Zye Stage: Imposition Extra task: Possession.
Shui August 6, 2013 August 6, 2013 Great log title. :) There's this area by the creek, with two stone walls that used to hold up a bridge. The bridge ran across the creek. I sat on top of one of the walls, enjoying the bright sunlight that shined in through the opening in the canopy of the trees. Zye and I absolutely loved it. We decided to make it our wonderland. That sounds a lot like a place near my house. I mean I'm sure it's not, but for a minute there, I was convinced you lived right down the road. "'Real isn't how you are made,' said the Skin Horse. 'It's a thing that happens to you.'"
Karkat Vantas August 6, 2013 Author August 6, 2013 Oh, one thing I completely forgot to mention was the fact that there was an issue with my wonderland that depicted a creek, stones, and was in the woods. The problem is, well, hard to explain. All of the sudden the sun in the wonderland just got really, really, bright. and I for one personally hate direct sunlight, and much prefer it to be behind a cloud or something of the sort. I just have an issue with it, it makes me uncomfortable. We have no idea how it happened. I tried switching it back, but to no avail. It kept coming back. I took some advice from my brother who told me to try building a wall over it. And of course, that didn't work either. So we just decided it wasn't worth it. We moved to a new wonderland that I believe was sort of like my old school. Eventually Zye decided he didn't like it and so we now we come to the present, where we have a wonderland that is sort of an enchanted forest, there's a stream with a bridge over it, trees, and flowers that glow white. So, it's pretty fun. Anyway that's what was going on. Host: Alex (Karkat Vantas) Tulpa: Zye Stage: Imposition Extra task: Possession.
Shui August 7, 2013 August 7, 2013 That's interesting. I wonder why it did that. I haven't had anything like that happen for me. I've read that wonderlands can reflect your mental state, but I don't know how true it is. I wonder if the change in light means something. "'Real isn't how you are made,' said the Skin Horse. 'It's a thing that happens to you.'"
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