My Reports on Tony

[nezala]

After stalking the forums for awhile and scouring the internet for information, I have finally gotten around to making an account and, more importantly, a tulpa.

 

Hopefully, I'll manage to keep up this report/blog thingy and I won't simply let it fade to dust.

 

Important Stuff??

 

A little less than a week ago I began my work on Tony. He started out with a variety of different names, but at some point during forcing the idea for the name Tony appeared and I couldn't change it anymore. Around the same time the name stuck, he started to communicate with emotional responses and head pressure.

 

There has been some deviation from his original idea, mostly changes in skin color, face, and his feet. I consider the name sticking to Tony as deviation as well.

 

Whilst visualizing, I made an attempt to prove his sentience by focusing on a moving dot while holding my vision of him in the background. He responded by reaching out and grabbing the dot from the air in front of me. While he has moved a little since then, he tends to stay still.

 

For the past few nights, while falling asleep I attempted to focus on him. The result of this was hearing his first words, although muffled and very quiet. I could quickly tell that this was him and not hypnagogic induced due to my own state of mind and the fact that the hallucinations produced by falling asleep for me are always, very loud and very startling.

 

I feel like his development is moving very quickly, and I'm a bit nervous that I'm somehow doing this wrong. However, I'll keep it up in hopes that he's just fast paced and that he'll figure out how to talk (clearly) soon!

[Ashmo]

The worst thing you can do is doubt. You need to believe in yourself and in Tony. It's good to see another new face around. Welcome to the site and keep up the good work.

[nezala]

So today I've managed to coax a few more words out of him. These words being "I'm here" "okay" and "buffalo", along with some hums and garbled sounds.

Nothing much else to report from today.