Larkey tries this again

[Larkeyyammer]

Alright, so, to explain the thread title:

 

Last Sunday I started a progress report about me and my first tulpa. Sunday was pretty much my first day of tulpamancy, so I figured I'd post my progress from the beginning. Anyways, I wrote this long thing about my future weekly Sunday updates, and how everyone would be able to see my entire tulpa creation. So I sign in today to check my thread, and it's fucking GONE. I have no idea what happened, but it seems like my thread just got magically deleted.

 

So if you're reading this and you happened to miss the original thread, don't worry, you didn't miss much.

[Shui]

Yeah, most people active in the last few days lost posts. But some users are gone entirely because they signed up during that period of time we lost. So things could go worse.

[Larkeyyammer]

Right then, first actual update: hooray! Once again, technically a Monday, though we'll call this "late Sunday night" to stick with the theme of the Sunday posts.

 

So, during the week at school, I was doing some narration, and I kept visualizing my tulpa as just an orb, as I hadn't really thought too much about form. Eventually, it became a sort of pedestal with the orb above it. I don't know what prompted the change; maybe it was me, I don't know. I'll assume it was my tulpa, though.

 

Did some basic visualization in the evening, just trying to work out a general form. I kept thinking of my tulpa as being female, so I've decided to call her Alice, at least until she thinks of changing that name.

 

I'll try to describe what I've been visualizing: basically a young woman (maybe 14-16 ish) with black hair, dark brown eyes, and the kind of face that seems pouty but that can really open up to you. It's kind of hard to describe, and I'm no artist, so that's going to have to be good enough for now. She's wearing a dress, one of those polka dot ones with the white background and black dots, like a retro style cocktail dress. She had on these white sandal/shoes, couldn't really tell what they were. Anyways, all of this was just what popped into my head when I thought of my "Alice," so I just went with it.

 

After the initial visualization, I began some basic personality work while visualizing her, like I was speaking directly to her. Did that for about two hours total, if I had to guess. I'm going to do more personality work this week as well.

 

Anyways, I'd like to work on a detailed wonderland next. I'm going to try to do some hypnagogic visualization based off of the guide that I saw a while ago. I thought it was a cool idea. I've also asked Alice to see if she could influence my dreams tonight to show me what kind of wonderland she'd like to be in. This is already getting kind of long, so I'm going to sign off for now.

 

Cheers!

[Larkeyyammer]

So I've decided to change up my approach to this PR. Until now, I've been doing updated every week on Sunday. Also until now, there hasn't really been much "progress" to report. I think from now on, I'm not really going to have a set schedule for my updates, other than to "report progress," as it were. So, sorry, but there's not going to be much for this post. I do look forward to the next one, though, because then there'll finally be something worth informing you all about.

 

Til next time.