My interesting journey into tulpa forming

[GliderCommander]

Day 1

 

So this is where it began. I first learned about tulpas through an old friend of mine. It had been maybe two years since I had last seen him and it was good catching up over coffee. While We were sipping on our drinks, he gave me that special look he gives me when he's about to tell me something that I probably don't want to hear. In a casual way I asked "so...what's on your mind?" Being who he is, he answered my question with another question. Have you ever heard of tulpas?" So then he goes into the fascinating tale of his tulpa creation, what tulpas are and who his is. At first, I was wondering if all that time over seas had made him mad. But then I did some research and began to get interested. I've decided to take journey into tulpa making starting today. I want this to be as much as fun read as possible so nobody gets bored, but I'm not much of a writer and I tend to carry things on for too long. But enough of that; Back to business!

 

I've decided to start off with the "easier" parts and work my way up to the more challenging parts so that I may be better prepared for the grueling amounts of concentration necessary. I'm thinking the form of the tulpa should be relatively simple though monotonous. I want the form to be a female human as a base.

Details I've worked up so far are:

-Caucasian

-Blue eyes

-Maybe bottom of the shoulder blades long, black hair

-Relatively thin(not unhealthily so though)

-I won't go into detail of her sizes but I don't intend on making her a fucking anime girl

-Defined nose(I'm not entirely sure how to explain how it's supposed to look 100%

-Semi-full lips

These features are actually from someone in a dream I once had, but her beautiful appearance, though a little fuzzy, has stuck with me for a long time. Hopefully, most of the PRs to come won't be as drawn out as this one. I just felt that I had to get all that out there. Warning: As you can probably tell, some of the language is a little vulgar and might piss some people off. With that in mind, I'll try to keep it relatively PG-13 for any younger or uppity audiences. Day 1 was mainly to inform you why I'm starting and what I'm doing from this point on. I hope you enjoyed reading this and please follow my progress and give any advise whether it be on tulpa forming or my style of writing. I don't want anyone getting bored here. Hope to see you again soon!

 

GliderCommander

 

 

 

 

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[Shui]

Nice to know I'm not the only one with a human tulpa.

 

One thing I really recommend is finding reference photos that look like your tulpa. It makes visualization so much easier. You could find one person and just use her form, or find a different picture for each part of her, like one for the eyes, one for the hair, and so on. With a little work, you could even combine them into one picture.

 

Whatever you decide, I look forward to reading more.

[GliderCommander]

Thanks for the advice mate! Everything helps.

Day 2

 

Going with the plan stated previously, I started with the appearance. I began by picturing her in her underclothes. (This was recommended by several people.) I imagined her from the feet up. Unfortunately, I didn't get too far because I came down with the flu. However, I pictured her form with great detail, starting with her toes, and then to the ankles and finally to the knees. I know it's not much, but I did all I could with in conditions I had to work with. I'll try to do better tomorrow if I'm feeling better. I suppose this is actually a pretty crappy time to start tulpa forcing, but whatever. I've already started so there's no turning back now, no matter how sick I may be. And as for a wonderland, I was thinking that it would be a place that I'm already familiar with; a lone, large tree in the middle of a grassy meadow. It was my happy place for the longest time and a fond memory. So I'm thinking that should suffice. I only wish that I had spent more time forcing. Again, thank you in advance for any suggestions you may give. It helps out a lot. See you next time!

 

GliderCommander

[GliderCommander]

Day 1

 

Ok, first off, I'd like to apologize for not posting yesterday. I was sick as a dog and my day was busy as hell. Secondly, while forcing today, I realized that doing the visualization first was a bad idea. Why you may ask? Because to the reader it's fucking boring and uneventful! There's no great breakthrough that would blow my mind or anything like that. But, if I were to start with the personality, there would probably be something interesting to write about every day. Anyway I did do more visualizing today and it did to fairly well considering I'm feeling much better for some reason. I mostly went over what I did the day I last forced though. Big shout out to Shui for that awesome advise for visualizing! Finding pictures of the individual parts I'm forcing on really helped. Thanks a lot! Also I'd like to point out something a little funny I noticed about my previous posts. At the end when I say something like " Any advise helps a lot!", it sounds like I'm taking donations! That just amused me slightly. Still, every comment is read, and every bit of criticism, positive or negative is taken into consideration. Please do feel free to give any tips however. That's all for today; Bye folks!