DizzySpinda's First Tulpa Adventure

[Guest Riy]

If you find that you're worrying yourself it may be a good idea to just place the lights in a different location, or stick them in the dresser for a while. I personally find myself getting all self-scared if I have my closet door open, or if the bathroom light is left on. Makes me go all horror-film inside my mind.

 

It's natural, typical, and normal.

 

Just do what you can when you can. I know weird things like this can make you get all creeped out and you'll find ways to deal with them on your own, in time.

 

As always, stay positive and consistent. That's the ticket!

 

Cheers!

[DizzySpinda]

Yesterday felt a little less "off" than it had been. I've been getting lazy with my narration and visualization. I knew this would happen, but I know that if I stick with it I will eventually get results and it will be worth it.

Last night I did some more forcing with Tulip. I read just a few pages of our book out loud and then went on to meditate (with all the lights on like Riy suggested lol.)

I was having a hard time concentrating and clearing my mind at first so I decided to just visualize Tulip and focus on just looking at her in my mind, but eventually I slipped into this weird state where I might as well have been asleep but I don't think I was and I can't remember anything that happened during that time except for being in my wonderland for a few seconds.

I've also begun to get head pressure so I'm thinking that it might mean I'm making progress? I'm also getting less and less head aches though and that makes me feel like maybe I'm not doing enough. Either way I'll just keep at it.

[DizzySpinda]

I fell back into my slump today, but I also have been getting a few little headaches. I've been apologizing to Tulip way too much recently. I really don't have any update though. I had an errand to run and I usually don't go out so maybe that threw me off lol. I'll be better tomorrow, I promise.