Cherry Trees

[Tirek]

Why hello there. My name is Wilfre. I'm kind of hesitant to just start this without making absolutely sure that I'm making the right Tulpa. So, basically, I don't have anything real concrete planned yet, but I hope all goes well and such.

 

Basic Ideas:

 

Female, probably human (I don't know what else she would be, but I haven't started yet, things could change).

Her name is Alice. Her hair is a dark brown, and her eyes are a bright aqua-marine.

I tried to do a few sketches, and might upload them if I ever get the chance.

 

Personality:

Quiet (Non-talkative in general, not volume-wise).

Courteous

Tolerant

Humble

Realistic

 

My Wonderland:

 

I may or may not have been putting too much time into this bit to procrastinate having to decide about actual Tulpa related things.

 

I can see a cherry tree growing in a small grass patch, which stands out from an infinitely stretching stone-tiled pathway to the left and right. Straight ahead, however, the path ends and water stretches as far as I can see. Across from the tree, there sits a swinging bench, boxed in by some flower-boxes. It sits in front of a hill, which is topped with a library. The inside is circular, and in the very center stands a pillar that stretches infinitely into the sky. Chairs and such surround the pillar, and books line the actual walls.

[ThatOneGuy]

Take all the time you need to mull things over. I've found that thinking about things a bit beforehand helps immensly. Also not too detailed at all; it actually sounds like a rather good amount of detail to me and it sounds like you are indeed comfortable with the amount of detail there.

 

I think that'll be either the second or third Alice through here now. Neat.

[Tirek]

I spent about 45 minutes or so trying to concentrate/meditate/whatever we'll call it, so I can ease myself into doing so for long periods. I'm not exactly ready to begin any sort of work on my tulpa, but I thought I'd try to get used to my wonderland. I started out focusing on my breathing, and then I began to visualize my wonderland. I've read that most people feel very in control of it, but while I was doing so, I found myself very out-of-sorts. It almost feels like I'm remembering a place I've once walked through. I understand Fede think that wonderlands are useless, and maybe he's right. On either hand, I still need to flesh out Alice's traits and personality, so I guess I'll be working on that instead of trying to meditate and worrying about this wonderland thing.

[Guest]

Remember to listen to my tones, too!

[Tirek]

Tried Fede's tones, just trying to focus on a basic form for Alice. Visualization isn't bad, if I don't have anything yet, right? Probably not.

 

Clairvoyant Focus seemed to affect me a little bit, and so I spent a while using that. Then, I switched to the Theta Tone. I felt some strange feels with that, but it didn't seem to affect my visualization that much. Finally, I tried the Tulpatone, and I definitely got a result from that. I have a feeling I'll be using it from now on.

 

Updated the topic post as well.