Tin & Ty's Progression

[Alestinvus]

Well, it's day three now of my progress. I've been doing a little bit of both Passive and Active forcing, as my time doesn't really allow for masses of both. Yep. Not even passive forcing.

 

I think, no, believe that I'm starting to develop a good tie and connection to Tylene. This is my first time ever getting involved with Tulpas, but I think it's going well. In the few days where I have been able to actively force, my focus is immense, but is consequently also broken easily.

 

I've found that, on occasion, while forcing, I tend to develop a bit of a headache or "pressuring feeling" as others have mentioned. Perhaps this is a good thing. Perhaps I'm just thinking too hard!

 

Anyways, I've tried asking her a few questions to see what her reactions were, but nothing definitive or consistent has been coming up. It's still early though, and I'll remain patient. Progress is always to be made.

[Alestinvus]

To Anyone Reading, feel free to reply, give a lil' insight or advice. -

 

It's been just under two weeks now since I started.

 

I continue to read up on methods to improve forcing, however, I regrettably, and admittedly, occasionally neglect forcing, be it active or passive. It's not sitting well with Tylene, I feel her "scolding" me for not forcing more often. It's strange.

 

In addition, communication has been kinda' strange. I can definitely sense her presence, a strange light-headedness or pressuring feeling, but I feel as though I'm not receiving any definite responses from her. Hence the quotations around scolding.

 

I've attempted to steer somewhat away from parroting, so I'm sure any previous responses to stimuli or questions weren't my doing. I can't hear her mindvoice, but I can feel "moving", or increases in head pressure.

 

Put on some headphones while forcing the other day. Maybe 3 or 4 days ago? I'm not sure... Been a long few days. I introduced her to some of the pieces from some of my favorite composers-- Debussy, Saint-Saëns, Ravel, a lot of Impressionistic or Romantic Composers. I felt something strange while listening to "Pavane pour une infante defunte," by Ravel, Midway through the piece I felt an extremely strong sense of happiness and alertness all of the sudden. With it being my favorite piece, this happened on occasion, but to a much lesser extent.

This time, it was intense, powerful and striking. I'm assuming that it may have struck a chord with Tylene, who in turn expressed that to me. She hasn't really done anything alone the lines to such an extent since, but the fact it happened makes me feel a little more assured. Still, nothing along these lines seems to be happening in a consistent manner.

[NariusV]

It sounds like you found a way to connect with your tulpa through music. I discovered that recently my tulpa really likes some music, and now sometimes asks me to play some. What worked for me initially was forcing (both passive and active) with the understanding that the tulpa could eventually talk or communicate.

 

One of the things that specifically helped me from one of the guides on tulpa.infowas to visualize/force the anatomy of the tulpa. Specifically in my case the lungs, voice box, teeth, tongue, mouth, etc. since my tulpa is human-like. This reinforced the idea/belief that the tulpa could learn to speak and was able to.

 

Another thing I have seen as a strong benefit is to have emotional caring towards and for your tulpa, like you would for a close friend or family member. I have found that really boosted my tulpa's learning and response rate. I have also seen that others report the same thing, so you might try that also.

 

Great work! I think you have the main thing down for sure success already which is to keep going until you succeed :)