Just got a couple questions, here

[x3racer]

Well, I don't really know how to start this, so I'm just going to jump in, I guess.

 

I've been forcing for a few months now (started in mid-late December), and have gotten quite far in the development (is that right? I don't mean to sound rude) of my Tulpa, Star Shine.

 

She's been speaking for quite a while now, and we've managed to have quite a bit of actual, natural interaction. However, we've lately run into a few problems.

 

First of all, in communication. I've heard her speak on her own before, but there are times, especially in fairly long conversations, that I wonder "was that really her, or me acting as her?" I continue to believe it's her, and have stuck with that so far, but every now and then it still aches at me. Just wondering if that's natural, a problem, etc.

 

As well, we've been working on imposition for a few days now, and I think that we've gotten somewhere, but I'm not entirely sure. When I'm forcing for this, I attempt to, almost, "overlay" her on top of what I'm actually seeing. And so far, that has worked, however, when I'm not actively forcing (yet still forcing, I suppose), I really only see a very faint outline of her (yes, I realize that there's more to imposition than just visual, but I thought: "I had to start somewhere"). I was just wanting to know if that's what's supposed to happen, or what. I feel it's supposed to be more, but I'm not entirely certain.

 

It's minor things (I think), but I'd still like to know if I'm doing everything "right" (and yes, I realize it's different for everyone).

[Nobillis]

Welcome Star Shine. And, welcome to your human too.

 

> First of all, in communication. I've heard her speak on her own before, but there are times, especially in fairly long conversations, that I wonder "was that really her, or me acting as her?" I continue to believe it's her, and have stuck with that so far, but every now and then it still aches at me. Just wondering if that's natural, a problem, etc.

 

This is something every tulpa has to put up with. Kevin has had tulpas more then 40 years and he still asks his oldest "are you real?" So I would say yeah that's just natural human behavior.

 

> When I'm forcing for this, I attempt to, almost, "overlay" her on top of what I'm actually seeing.

 

That's what we do too. Sometimes Kevin can see really well, and other times all he manages is like a 'hologram' effect.

 

I would suggest you check out http://community.tulpa.info/thread-new-great-big-list-of-guides

[x3racer]

Thanks for confirming a few of our questions. I'll check out the guide, see if we can find a few tips.