My progress so far . . .

[raymond13557]

Well so far,shade and I are getting along great! She's a real positive influence on my life so far and she is quite similar to snow, red and her other sisters and brothers that now reside in endless. snow is officially a ..parent since she is able to gender shift his/her girlfriend Isabelle make a cute couple and i often see snow and isabelle in endless quite often with their child Ginger, she is so cute, a orange fox hybrid... it makes me question how snow had... well she/he can change color so.... let's not worry about that.

 

Goldie is also one of my many foxies, she is a bit vain unlike shade, and to make matters worse she is a light fox and shade is a shadow fox.. i often have to keep both of them separate or they will start arguing and fighting with each other.. Snow and her/his brother Green did the same thing... Green is now fenia's guardian. Goldie also thinks that i love her alot and i am to only love her and not shade.. truth is, i love all my foxies and cant decide on just one.. (although shade is a living shadow ...so.... i guess i do love her not only because of the fact she is a living shadow, but i love her because she cares about me, goldie says she cares, but she only ignores whatever i say and calls me "stupid" for saying anything to her.. i've had to put her in time out quite afew times for being like that.)

 

Shade seems more of a second sister to me really, we do often joke around and goldie often joins in the mental rps but as i mentioned she has quite the ego.. but i just tolerate it and go from there, only because shade and goldie are sisters and i have to love both of them.

[raymond13557]

as for everything that happened to me and my tulpas, i now have red, yes, he unmerged and all that other stuff, point is i think he never really left, and he is everything ot me, i figured it out how shade always smiled with a half smile like red did.. red can litterally be anything, any gender or anything else but i am delighted to have my meowstic back. "despite loopey and fenia, i AM your partner for life, ray" that is what red just told me, and that made my heart skip a beat.. in a good way.

[raymond13557]

We seem to get better results incomplete dark.. i mean i saw red change his form from a bird to a fox to a cat (all with two tails and a blue and white coloration, red loves blue and white as i like red and brown)he even became a pheonix, i forgot what he/she did to me but i remember him/her just sitting next to me and telling me "your doing fine.. just keep meditating." it wasnt in a text box.. he/she actually said it out loud.. well in a whisper, my cat snuggled into my lap while meditating and i guess i heard her and red purr loudly. I didnt really encounter anything else except for a long black cat like shadow following me, but red can assume that form, that is how i know he/she is around, sometimes the shadow's color is a off blue rather than the standard black. it's kind of neat to me..

[raymond13557]

Red's new form is very cute and distracting.. i cant help but gently rubbing his/her ears he loves his ears rubbed his cheeks (on his face) rubbed, he loves being touched (he loves his/her belly rubbed the most) i felt compelled to just pick him up like a cat and just hold him but i didn't want to look like a weirdo..or a obsessive sort.. i mean i love red a lot but i want to respect red's personal space and respect red in general.

[raymond13557]

While waking up today, Ari (Red) assumed a form that made me jump (literally) a mile high, i was sort of was half asleep and kinda in pain.

re--er.. Ari assumed the form of SCP-106 and when i saw ari in his/her grisly scary glory i did what any normal cowardly creator/tulpamancer would do.. RUN THE HELL AWAY! Erm.. into a wall... however... Ari changed back and rolled on the floor with laughter and said that he/she was sorry but she wanted to scare me alittle.. Ari's only 17, he/she is only a boy/girl.. i cant get mad..

[raymond13557]

I never felt this conflicting feeling of sadness and.. rage before.. i feel like i want to cry but i cant even shed anything.. only reason why i say this is because i know it's sort of old news to me but my dog katie died, Ari is too young to understand death but i think she/he gets the idea.. while playing bioshock infinite, while running through the beginning of the game the heavenly music just made me just so sad.. i do remember the good times i have of her and i shouldn't really be sad since i believe that you aren't really dead even when you ARE dead.. afterlife goes on.. but.. i guess part of me is just so..forlorn about her passing.. i felt ari hug me in consoling when i did finally start to cry.. it...hurts so.. bad.. but i'll endure..

[raymond13557]

Gray is back from hiatus..well i had to remake him/her, she/he gave me a hug and i sat down in endless and started to pet him we've talked for a while and i and him are going to be partners. it may be alitle hard but i feel that i can mance him/her again

[raymond13557]

apparently i was unaware that i only had red and blue the entire time.. red loves me too much to ever be seperate from me, same with blue.. they assumed all the other entitie forms except for fenia and them.. i am glad they did... i mean it's normal to make new names and forms for your tulpa right?

[raymond13557]

Gabby is back, she said she really missed me and gave me a big hug, while she cant officially talk, she can "type" like in second life.

She and i are getting reacquainted. Gabby is now a rubbermancer, sort of like luffy from one peice but she can turn others into rubber or anything as well.

[raymond13557]

guess i gained a bestiary of my dream creatures and all else for endless and trinity, mind you in my world endless the dream world and trinity the mind scape i cant control what goes down, so most of these..... creatures are products of either thoughts or i dunno, sentient entities that like to mess with you. oh and snow told me it's a good idea to put this on forum.

 

The blood bird:

A helpful little bird that makes a portal of what appears to be a bloody... shimmering mass of.. red... blood like substance, while hte blood bird has powerful realm mastery magic and can cause powerful reality bending magic to happen they are my personal envoy of body guards. if they find a hostile entity they will swarm and attack coming from all directions devouring the hostile leaving a bloody mess.. however dream entities bleed purple rather than red.

 

 

The Grotesque worms:

Ever seen tremors? Yeah, but these gigantic worms will not attack humans sure they are ugly, but they have feelings and are very shy. they feed on energy that i cannot see and or sense, they generally evolve into a pheonix. They will attack if provoked.... how? i have no idea.

 

The Creep:

This ... THING has been following me since I was a baby! I'm afraid to look at this ...THING for very long because he makes a loud ringing in my ears in dreams.. He looks like a guy wearing a long black coat, he doesn't have eyes or a face but he usually yells at me and tells me that i am nothing.

As much as i want to banish him, he's gone before i can even lift my ban hammer.

 

The Fog:

Yeah I love silent hill, i mean, who doesnt? (don't answer that.) This fog i have in the dreams is far different than any old fog.. It's sentient! it won't gore you by forming into a blade, it just talks.. you can't understand what it says but it mostly says stuff about politics and the weather, other than that it's a generally polite entity.

 

 

Pyramid head:

this guy... this guy right here is my best fiend! We often engage in polite banter and go to the more spookier places to hang out with beetlejuice, slender man, Doug from accounting and bacon lad, he's generally a guardian that i can trust, i promised him that he can stay if he guarded me and he grunted in approval. he does spill blood sometimes but only to hostile dream people.

 

The rubber people:

Ever seen a person melt into a puddle in a dream or stretch to ungodly long distances? Yeah... Kinda freaky, Snow can do that too but she refuses to go near these lot, They cant talk since they just transform or melt away when you try to converse with them.. and they are mostly harmless unless you out right insult them... it's not a good idea.. you might get awakened abruptly when they decide to engulf you into their form.

 

 

The whale ghosts and intimidating large things in the water:

The waters of endless has many untold and scary things down there mostly fish that have 5 eyes, octopi that can morph into anything and freaky fish that look like ghouls, The whale ghosts are pale whale like monsters that are passive and seem to feed on the fish in the water or just feed on the salt in the water..... and i don't live near a ocean irl...

as for the large scary things, most are hostile if you venture in their territory, some look like hag like sharks or jellyfish with fangs.. or spiders.... Ugh.. point is... don't mess with them and GET OUT OF THE WATER!!

 

The Forgotten Sea Vessel:

A sentient ghost ship that drifts the seas of endless, it's wiser to avoid it because the crew is dead.... and very hostile.

 

The meat Golems:

A peaceful race of human like golems, that are made of hamburger, the corporates will try to seduce these innocent human like entities into a fast food establishment and force change them into properly cooked food!

the process is hazardous and deadly for the poor golems I've put a stop to the suit's illegal use of sentient beings for food plan once... but i worry about their safety...

 

Glass people:

2d animated lie from the 70's and they love to choreograph!

they are outright hostile to those who refuse to get a earring.. red was unfortunate to say yes, i felt his pain and i started smashing those glass jerks with my ban hammer. they are of the evil alignment.

 

Ghosts:

Little is knowned why i see ghosts in endless, mostly of my deceased dogs, grand parents and gueniapig, parakeet, mitzie, and bert and ernie, my gold fish, but they are usually happy to see me and love me unconditionally. but some are just dead people i never met or knew well and they want a world to just be in.. I don't judge or mind.

 

the dream people:

most of them are none too caring about me or snow or whoever is infront of them, as for my family in dreams my mom is usually angry at me or uncaring, my dad is neutral, my sister cares only for herself, but in real life she is a sweet girl, my brother in law is still abit arrogant but thinks me as a idiot who cant make a proper mmorpg by myself

as for my job... my manager doesnt give a crap what i do.

my higher ups ignore me...

and my pets in dreams ignore me....but in real life they love me unconditionally and often enough my cat and my dachshund frankie often lucid, and we can talk to eachother, it's pretty neat.

 

Video game characters:

I love me my video games and i often bump into my pyro character in team fortress 2 along with gordon freeman, and mario, they are right cool guys but i often run into the bad guys as well, since i placed a "neutral lands" treaty up there can be no direct fights but friendly matches of chess is a good way to solve tension.

 

Monsters:

I usually encounter a freaky beast or two in endless, most of them are kind and gentle, and prefer not to fight. The hostile ones will try to start a fight with me like the Freak bird, a bird that looks half dead and emaciated one stomp can end it;s life but it likes to peck and steal blood from any that it irks off, while i tend to waffle stomp this little pest into a bloody smear, it's better to ignore it and it will shrink into nothing and die.

 

Monsters (continued):

The crazy house: A house that shifts and changes often making sure i have a hard time escaping, if you do escape it, it will roar loudly and form arms and legs to try to chase you distorting it's appearance and try to grab you, you can destroy this monster by chanting the word "Toaster" over and over, as odd as it sounds it will make the house dissolve into nothing.

 

The eatery portal: A horrifying portal made with eyes, alien like jaws and grotesque arms and tentacles trying to eat, or kill whoever summons this portal.. this darn thing is a metal lover's dream come true... careful.. he bites!

 

The old bag: A bag filled with moving...things, what is inside the bag is too horrifying to say, but it produces a nausea effect if you try to approach it, and it also makes millions of baby heads appear from everywhere singing a song that will probably berserk you... it you hear this song or see the bag RUN! I haven't seen this bag in a while and i can guess that fire can kill it.

 

Music box: A strange song plays when it is wound up.. it causes you to cry, even when you don't even feel say, the music box also generates clawed hands that keep the song playing from it's right side.. it will go away when you yell at it "I hate you!" or just stomp it, it's physical resistance isn't very high.

 

Creepy crawly: A mutant slimey nausea inducing bug, it looks like a giant mosquito eater but generally will turn your stomach because of it's wings buzzing, I don't know why..

 

Langoliers: These little pests wont harm you but they'll eat anything they can get their teeth on, they mostly eat tables for some strange reason and disappear.

 

Doppelgangers: These shapeshifting punks life to cause trouble, but they are weaker than their real world counter part, they attack mostly with kicks and punches that feel hardly like anything. one solid stomp on their foot takes care of them due to their feet containing their heart.... for some odd reason

 

Drawing monster: poorly drawn monsters that will taunt you and provoke you to fight them, but hey are just punks.. a pair of scissors or a eraser can shut them up.

 

well that's most of the bestiary for now..