Actinium November 10, 2014 November 10, 2014 Starting to work myself up with active forcing. Got to 30 minutes full on today and tried to get responses but failed. Problem is, I don't know if I am parroting or not. You should see this: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-sentience-tips-for-those-who-are-getting-parrotnoid Hope it helps. Your tulpa will definitely learn to speak. Haven has been responding to more of my questions with her voice in the past few days. During the first week, all she could to do let me know she was there was to give me a small headache. It takes time. Time and effort. Haven also wanted to say something. "It isn't easy. It probably isn't easy for her. I guess what she's trying to say is that the more you think your parroting, the harder you make it for your tulpa. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Celery November 11, 2014 Author November 11, 2014 Tuesday 11th November Did a half an hour active forcing session with Isobel today. The main problem with my active forcing is that I quickly run out of things to talk about. The tulpa tones help a lot with keeping focus. Passive forcing was hard today as I was in a lot of social situations and it is hard to passive force via mindvoice while talking to friends. You should see this: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-sentience-tips-for-those-who-are-getting-parrotnoid Hope it helps. Your tulpa will definitely learn to speak. Haven has been responding to more of my questions with her voice in the past few days. During the first week, all she could to do let me know she was there was to give me a small headache. It takes time. Time and effort. Haven also wanted to say something. "It isn't easy. It probably isn't easy for her. I guess what she's trying to say is that the more you think your parroting, the harder you make it for your tulpa. Thank you for that! Looked at the link and feel a lot more encouraged. Onwards and upwards!
Celery November 12, 2014 Author November 12, 2014 Wednesday 12th November Did a half hour active forcing session. Pretty sure Isobel spoke to me when I was doing yes/no questions. That is really good, cannot wait until I can hear her outside of my own mindvoice.
Celery November 13, 2014 Author November 13, 2014 Thursday 13th November Well. Hit a bit of a hitch. So Isobel is talking a lot more than before but I am still worried about puppeting as it all started when I told myself I wasn't puppeting. Kinda confusing. Did active and passive forcing as usual.
Celery November 14, 2014 Author November 14, 2014 This isn't my entry for today but What does a tulpa sound like?
Guest Anonymous November 14, 2014 November 14, 2014 hello there. tuppers sound different to everyone. sometimes at the beginning, tuppers will use the hosts mindvoice to speak which often leads to parrotnoia. for me their voice changes often. sometimes its clear as day. sometimes it sounds like someone i knows voice. sometimes its really quiet. if your worrying about puppeting check this out: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-sentience-possible-method-for-faster-sentience it helped me so much. a word from my tuppers: Sadie [Don't stop, belieeeeeeeevin] oh jeez weirdo X3 shes right though Drew [believe in your tulpa how you would want to be believed in] you know when your little and someone gets mad at you and pretends your not there? every time you talk they say things like 'did you hear something?' and 'whats that weird noise?'. reeeealy pisses you off huh? thats how your tupper feels when you think you puppet something that you didn't. you don't want someone pretending you don't exist, so don't pretend that your tupper doesn't exist cuz they don't like it either. that's what drew means. hope this helped a little :3 good luck!
Celery November 14, 2014 Author November 14, 2014 hello there. tuppers sound different to everyone. sometimes at the beginning, tuppers will use the hosts mindvoice to speak which often leads to parrotnoia. for me their voice changes often. sometimes its clear as day. sometimes it sounds like someone i knows voice. sometimes its really quiet. if your worrying about puppeting check this out: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-sentience-possible-method-for-faster-sentience it helped me so much. a word from my tuppers: Sadie [Don't stop, belieeeeeeeevin] oh jeez weirdo X3 shes right though Drew [believe in your tulpa how you would want to be believed in] you know when your little and someone gets mad at you and pretends your not there? every time you talk they say things like 'did you hear something?' and 'whats that weird noise?'. reeeealy pisses you off huh? thats how your tupper feels when you think you puppet something that you didn't. you don't want someone pretending you don't exist, so don't pretend that your tupper doesn't exist cuz they don't like it either. that's what drew means. hope this helped a little :3 good luck! Thank you! I personally cannot wait until Isobel's mindvoice is different from mine. Got a bit parrotnoid as it hasn't been long since I started. Friday 14th November Not much to talk about. Seems when I talk about things like politics to Isobel my head pressure becomes a lot stronger and she sometimes talks. Would make sense since her personality is like that.
Celery November 16, 2014 Author November 16, 2014 Saturday 16th November Talked for a while. Not much to comment on.
Celery November 16, 2014 Author November 16, 2014 Sunday 16th November Lots of passive forcing. No change.
Guest NightDreaming November 17, 2014 November 17, 2014 I like reading your log, since you started about a week before I did. Good luck with Isobel!
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