Essynkardi's Adventures in Tulpaland

[Essynkardi]

~*~BEFORE READING ~*~

• I am Homestuck trash, concepts from homestuck and headcanons based around this webcomic will be prevalent in my reports.
  
• I am from tumblr, I have friends in the tucute trans-trender SJW whatever movement. I know a lot of those fancy MOGAI words and use them on occasion. I don't endorse a lot of the SJW crap, so let's not talk about it and move on.
  
• I had created and been aware of tulpae (though I didn't call them that) before I knew about the tulpa community.
  
• I have close friends with tulpae.
  
• My friends and I have created a fictional universe/metaphysical system to describe our experiences in place of vocabulary used by the community. As such, I will be using funny terminology for a lot of things that may or may not already have words for them.

 

Yo! So I started a Tumblr Tulpa Blog earlier today, but also believe it would be smart to make a log here as well. Most of my progress and writing will be posted on the tumblr blog and then reposted here as a quote. Most notes I take or chat logs I find relevant will be posted here instead of on the tumblr.

 

GLOSSARY

• Meidna- What you guys call a Wonderland, the entire mind or thought space. Translates literally to "Mind Void".
  
• Meiduin- A personal "wonderland" for each consciousness within a meidna. Akin to a private room, thoughts are isolated; usually nothing will enter or exit a mieduin unless the owner allows it. Translates literally to "Mind Home".
  
• Xaik- An interdimensional void. The physical plane of thought. Can be compared to purgatory in the sense that souls without a corporeal body "live" here. Also comparable to the storage place for meidnae.
  
• Runiec- Spyra's native language, and the one that gives origin to all the funky words I use. Roughly comparable to Tulpish, though more structured and typically vocal. Runiec can be also "spoken" via emotional pulses, similar to code.
  
• Pupa- A pre-adolescent homestuck troll; a developmental headcannon that gives them a more insectoid life cycle.

More terminology will be added as time goes, these terms are currently all that is needed.

 

Essynkardi's Tulpae

Spyra Cyean Veromari

Species: Bipedal Felid Salamander (A charmander but not*)

Appearance:

Sexual and Romantic orientation: Asexual panromantic

Gender Identification: Feminine-Agendered**

Personality Traits:

| Positive | Neutral | Negative |

| Articulate | Sarcastic | Callous |

| Intuitive | Religious | Crude |

| Disciplined | Solitary | Abrasive |

| Curious | Stubborn | Impatient |

| Witty | Enigmatic | Impulsive |

| Adaptable |Moralistic | Irritable |

| Steadfast | Determined | Morbid |

| Logical | Acerbic | Vindictive |

| Protective | Cerebral | Cynical |

| Insouciant | Private | Inconsiderate |

 

Notes: * Spyra's original form was, in fact, based off of a charmander, but as her backstory/lore grew and her form as a tulpae developed, her appearance and internal biology began to deviate from what would be considered a charmander.

** Spyra's original "culture" was nonbinary and did not adhere to the feminine-masculine gender roles often used in human society. She has chosen the use of feminine pronouns and a more feminine identity due to her physical appearance and personal traits leaning more towards that side of the human gender binary.

 

Essynkardi's Meidna :: A2-564

OLD SUMMARY (Unedited)

A2-564 or The Beast, is a massive starstation found at the very edge of the Alternian Empire’s reach. Facing toward to the new Frontier, the ship orbits a gas giant rather than moving out towards the unknown. It is a large, circular construct, encasing a massive biodome at its center with an approximate 460 mile radius. Capable of housing well over a billion trolls, The Beast is the bottleneck from the Empire to the Frontier and the main supplier of Military, Agricultural, and Technological goods for the expansion of the Empire.

 

The Beast is armed with a shipyard filled with Fleet ships for carrying troops deeper into the Frontier, an Academy that trains young Threshecutioners, Cavalreapers, Ruffiannilators, Archeradicators, Hunterrors, Laughsassins, Maiminaries, and countless other Military positions, multiple Churches dedicated to the Fates, Messiahs, and The Girl Who Didn’t Eat, plus hundreds of other minor attractions that are spotted through the circular ship.

 

Commanded by Nysili Katzee, the ship is infamous for her highblood commander’s ruthlessness and the risk of random culling that comes with residency. Though still young, she has two potent co-commanders— Purien Ubisin and Xaifer Serpyn— the aquatics’ willingness to follow a testament to her abilities.

 

The Beast is also supposedly is home to a sizable Sufferer cult, though they still stand as mere rumors. The rumored cult holds some power in the ship, as the caste system is notably less strict than starstations deeper in the Empire; though it can also be dismissed due to the location.

 

It is also home to a ongoing social experiment on the concept of re-legalizing the sexual reproduction and raising of pupas off-homeworld. This is the only place in the entire Empire that allows trolls to birth and care for their own grubs, and any grubs found off of the Beast are to immediately be culled. Along with this radical social experiment, the nature and placement of the Beast allows for many more questionable experiments as well as more significant scientific discoveries with the risks taken.

 

WIP

[Essynkardi]

Week 01 Report

Spyra seems to remain silent when I am not actively or passively thinking of her. There are times however when she will make a remark or something to my surroundings. It has occurred to us that it is hard for me to differentiate my thoughts from Spyra’s since she borrows my thoughtvoice for her own. I am only aware that it is Spyra’s input because of her diction; it’s unique and different from my own. We’ve begun to search for a thoughtvoice that we can base hers off of— my auditory intelligence makes its hard for me to fabricate an original voice for Spyra.

 

Last week I set myself a goal to begin imposition; and clocked about ten hours working on visual imposition these past seven days. It has proven to be a lot easier for me to visualize and impose Spyra in the real world than I could have imagined, and I assume that is due to my exceptional spatial and intrapersonal intelligences; something that I guess is a side effect of my presence on the spectrum. O:

 

I also began to mold a larger and more functional Meidna than the black bubble I currently visualize myself in. I decided to create a large setting that I have already familiarized myself with to an extent. The setting is that of a star station I used as a setting for a ropleplay memo I used to manage. Named A2-564 ; The Beast, it is an alien structure that was built as a belt around the diameter of a biconical moon with a radius of about 920 miles. The shape of the structure itself is based off of the design of Deep Space 9, with a spherical framework that maintains the climate and atmosphere of the biodome. The size of this meidna is designed so that there is potential to go on adventures inside and out, as well as give landmarks for common areas where interaction would occur.

[Hermit]

Erica, I wish you luck, though I have to ask: what's the purpose of using that terminology? Is this a part of a fictional universe you've created earlier?