First Steps to Happiness

[radicalbenx]

Hi, I'm Ben or RadicalBenX

 

This is my first try at creating a Tulpa but I have been lurking around Tulpa.info since early 2013. I researched the subject of Tulpa relentlessly, wanting to try it out but not wanting to go in unprepared. Finally I believe that I have enough resources and understanding to start into the world of Tulpamancy.

 

My Tulpa is a anime girl called Mira with dark brown wavy hair going down to her stomach, piercing green eyes, pale complexion, around 6 ft tall and a average build.

 

I will be posting my first sessions progress tomorrow.

 

(I sometimes find it hard to get to the point and may ramble on about unimportant details so please try to bear with me :P)

[radicalbenx]

I think before I continue I should explain the reasons behind the title before anyone gets the wrong idea.

 

My lifestyle up to this point hasn't been the best, slightly over weight, antisocial, too much gaming,not a big number of friends and not the best grades in college. So I have put together a plan to get these problems sorted out. I am hoping that through the process of Tulpa that I can become disciplined enough to help fix the stated problems.

 

So I chose the title as it represents me turning my life around.

[Guest Anonymous]

bwus

 

Power to you my friend, get working

[radicalbenx]

Thanks :)

[radicalbenx]

Session 1 6/04/2015

 

I have decides to use Linkzeldas self hypnosis guide and wow did it work. I had tried several visualisation and concentration practices before to help prepare my self for Tulpa but this just gives a completely different feel to them.

 

I was easily able to visualise my Tulpa with a much wider range of emotions than I expected. I feel like I was able to get significant progress from this and it makes me excited for tomorrow.

 

Just have to try and find a more comfortable place to Tulpa force. :)

 

Link:https://community.tulpa.info/thread-forcing-linkzelda-s-ultimate-self-hypnosis-scripts-for-your-tulpa-related-needs

[radicalbenx]

Sorry I haven't posted the last couple days, I have been ill but I hope to continue soon.

[radicalbenx]

I'm back after that short break and I'm fine now. :P

 

Session 2 13/04/2015

 

Everything was going well when in the middle of the session my Imagination started to flip out, random things started to happen and odd twitching of what i was visualising e.g Imagine Mira sitting down and random body parts started to move then immediately jolt back to starting position. This troubled me through the rest of the session and I'm going to try and sort things out later.

 

Anyone know about this / have any suggestions?

[radicalbenx]

Session 3 14/04/2015

 

Moved away from the scripts for today to have a one-on-one to highlight some rules / promises i plan to keep to Mira. The twitching that occurred last time has seemed to have stopped for now. And next time I plan to show everyone what scripts I'm using / plan to use.

[radicalbenx]

Session 4 15/04/2015

 

Had a shorter session today as i focused on solidifying my beliefs in tulpa.

 

There are the scripts i have been using so far:

 

The default recommended scripts:

 

Intro, Depending and Wake Up

 

The Tulpa scripts:

 

TULP1 and TULP2

 

SENT1

[arcanemagic]

That "imagination flipping out" bit sounds like a bunch of intrusive thoughts to me. I'm not sure if this'll work for you, but instead of trying to force them to stop, I've found that just kind of letting go and letting them drift off works for me. If that didn't make sense, sorry :/

 

Anyway, good luck! I'll be sure to read this post when I can- it seems pretty interesting and I can relate to some of the stuff you put in your background info post thing :p