Lynn's Progress!!

[eAir59]

This here are my Progress Log's with Lynn,Let's get started shall we?

 

Day 0: Creation

 

After learning a lot about tulpa,I've decided to create my own.I started with the gender of say tulpa and went with female because I thought I'll be interesting to have a tulpa with a different gender than my own.After that I was looking for names and decided that her name should be Lynn, it just resonated with me.

 

The next step is her form,So I've started with ball of light in a dark void then I changed the ball of light into a ball of skin and changed the background into white so I'll be easier to work with.I've started molding the ball into a dull looking humanoid body,After I've visualise the body enough,I've molded the body into a petit female shape.

 

Then I detailed the body face,hands,feet,torso etc,After that I gave the long black hair.Felling happy with the results I've finished her form,I then created our wonderland(a small house for now) and visualise her in it,I've then realised that I forgot

to give her clothes,So I've quickly gave her a white blouse,black jeans and sneakers.Then I decided to let her freely choose her personalaty traits and that's pretty much it for creation I guess.

 

More logs soon. : D

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Day 1:

 

Is the next day after I created Lynn,I tried narrating the all day but I've always redirected to me,I have very talkative mind voice,So it's hard to talk to anyone else in my mind.

 

With all that said,I needed some thing to remind me of narrating to Lynn,I was looking for something like a bracelet,But I don't have one with me,So the next big thing is my tiny Rubik's Cube for now.

 

It works pretty well but it's not perfect,Before going to sleep,I've force to Lynn and try imposition not much success there but the weird this thing happened,I've had a vision of Lynn hugging me,Weird but it was nice,That's it for day one.

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Day 2: Deviation and First Word ?

 

I've stated my day as usual with the addition narrating to Lynn which by the way like the last post I'm not very good at but practice makes perfect right ?

 

I've tried incoperating all my usual hobbies with Lynn,Like when I'm playing a game,I tell Lynn what am I doing and my goal in the game and such.Other than that I'll be teaching her well... About everything really.

 

With the day coming to a close,I get into my bed and start projecting(Forcing I'm not a fan of this word) her,But the second I enter our "Mind World",I see her looking directly at me wearing now a vivid red blouse instead of her white one I gave her smiling at me...I was in shock that she was moving and deviating in just two days.

 

Anyway with that say we continue doing our thing like usual,Then just about going sleep around 12:00 ish.I heard a alien woman voice saying "Hola",Shocked I've asked Lynn if it was her and I've felt a head pressure in my right side of my head.I feel 100% sure it was her,But...Its happening so fast,It's crazy...

 

-END-

 

Questions:

 

1.Is progress this fast fine or bad ?

 

2.Is this deviance a sign of progress ?

 

3.Everything going so fast ,Should I worry about it?

[Darcmanish]

1.

Your PR is fine so far. Everyone is individual and the time a tulpa is created depends on how much you want her, how much time you have for her and how your own mind works. My tulpa talked with me in full sentences, but with my voice the first days. I did´nt accepted that it would be her until i had a very emotional expierience with her.

And remember if it is to fast for you you are the one who can slow it down.

2.

I think so.

3.

As is said you can slow it down if you want to. I don´t think you have to worry about it a tulpa is´nt something bad or something what could take you mind over if she is developing fast.

 

Aditionally i have some tipps for you:

-if you connect things you have already learned with new things your brain is able to connect them better and remember them.

The best way to use this is if you know what you are doing most. Im a musician for example and created a own song for my tulpa and everytime i remember the melody i remembered my tulpa. This helped me much for a fast development.

If you play much online games you could name your character like your tulpa or something like this.

-take time to rest. During the night when you sleep your brain create new neurons and connect information you got during the day together. This is very important for creating a tulpa so have a look on this.

-doubts can destroy pretty everything. Its not like you should stop question things anymore but dont rely on others in this point to much. Tulpamancy is something very individual and you will find your own way don´t get distracted if you read about others who needed 6 months to hear the first sound of their tulpa. Just because they need a bit longer it dose´nt mean if you are able to get results in 2 days, your results are false. Just be a bit honest to yourself and you will have the best progress.

 

Good luck.