Tulpa Dream After Fading Presence

[FunkerMitis]

Hey, there! I'm wondering if anyone has experience with what's happening with my companion.

 

First, I should explain I stumbled upon posts in this forum, which would define Gafornaej as more of a "walk-in" than a tulpa, as over a decade ago he appeared to me out of nothing. Scared the crap out of me. xD Rather than go over our history, I'll sum it up in that he'll go "elsewhere" for period of time at random. He always returns, and I never felt he's gone or lost.

 

This time feels different. His presence is faded and more like a phantom feeling of what should be there. Over the past 3 days, he's been very emotional and "in and out" frequently. I had a dream last night of me pulling him out of... something. I was so focused on the fact his appearance changed I didn't see from where I pulled him. He was all black. His texture seemed like something between ash and very dark mud.

 

Gafornaej changed his appearance last year, after a traumatic event occurred in old wonderland. I dreamed about this also, and in the dream he actually died in my arms. He came back to me after a little over two weeks. I could feel he was still "out there", unlike this time.

 

Have any of you had a dream like this, or any idea what it means? I apologize if I came off confusing or did not use correct terminology.

[Adamaï]

It means what you think it means. As everything in this toppic, its different for everyone. You just need to believe he is back. You could work with symbolism, for example you could resurect him or pull him out of darkness. Think about a what would work best for you and do it!

[Guest Anonymous]

Have any of you had a dream like this, or any idea what it means? I apologize if I came off confusing or did not use correct terminology.

 

Uhm. If this is way off I apologize. But take it from a natural drama queen and attention seeker. Your tulpa may be just doing a big drama play to get yer attention and play wif yer mind a bit. If that is the case, he is just fine and no worries. Just play along.

[Guest Anonymous]

 

Uhm. If this is way off I apologize. But take it from a natural drama queen and attention seeker. Your tulpa may be just doing a big drama play to get yer attention and play wif yer mind a bit. If that is the case, he is just fine and no worries. Just play along.

 

Melian is right, I've seen cases in which my tulpa would really make up some stuff to get my attention and affection, this might be it. Might. I'm not trying to tell you what your tulpa is doing, but that's a possibility.

[FunkerMitis]

Thank you all so much! I agree, this is all so relative it's difficult to gauge what could be happening. I really appreciate the thoughts. I'll work with it and see what he does. :) Thank you again!