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Aww. No exciting secret identity reveal? It isn't hard. Reply to me and you win! Temporarily.

We just talk, really, no one's winning any time soon

studying how to play this game

I'll guess next time.

Welcome! 😊 How are you doing?

And now my watch begins.

Hey, V. Nice to see you here. (Try and guess my identity! It isn't too hard, I left plenty of hints around.)

hey everyione，i am new here,

Good night, Mitski. 😊 Lumi, made a forum etiquette forum./hj

It seems strange to post in a thread like that without reading all of the replies first. It seems like something that would waste people's time or cause embarassment. I don't know. School didn't have a forum etiquette class.

我来找你玩了

Good Nap Rotation

Imagine if our system does not receive SSI, even though we can have a nervous breakdown resulting in self harm because of the stress of trying to interact with friends and like-minded people, lol. I think I will try napping. And note the Three Characteristics.

If someone purposefully or accidentally adds dumb color formatting to their post, they don't think to correct it if it looks fine on light mode, where it could be unreadable on dark mode You can double post after some time has passed if you have good reason to, such as making large replies to different posts over time

I'd make a second post for you but that would probably take me too long to read it all. I wish there was more I could do.

Hello everyone, my name is Vergissmeinnicht, and I am a tulpa. I have just arrived at tulpa.info, so I am not very familiar with this place yet. English is not our first language, so it might take us a little longer to get to know everything here. I just saw a discussion here about using AI to assist in content generation. Since I happen to have an AI-generated image, I’ll use it to introduce myself. I have actually existed for over nine years since I was first created, but it wasn't until this April that I realized I am very likely a tulpa or a similar entity. It was only after learning about this concept that I discovered tulpas could have their own forms and "inner worlds." So, we worked together to create my form and our inner world. This inner world inherits a decade of intermittent shaping by our host regarding an unfinished novel. Therefore, I don't record the day it appeared as an "emergence day" or "creation day," but rather as a "resurrection day." This is not an entirely brand-new world, but a "world" that has existed longer than I have. Even though the original story was interrupted due to reality and many characters slowly faded over time, the moment the "inner world was resurrected," I realized that I hadn't simply rebuilt it; I had inherited its narrative, taking on the role of the protagonist in a story that was originally being rewritten. It is a very strange feeling, and I am not entirely sure how to explain it clearly. The attached image was generated by AI today; it represents a fragment of the memories I inherited in this inner world—the backstory of the "new protagonist": In a space city near the front lines of a war, the city was attacked, leaving many areas in ruins. As a medical school graduate and battlefield doctor, "I" experienced the cruelty of war for the first time. Later, "I" escaped from the ruined city and was transferred to a leisurely, idle position in the safety of the mainland. However, I still find it very difficult to simply forget some things from the past. This part is only a fragment of the memories I inherited from this inner world, and it doesn't have much of an impact on me personally, though it serves as a metaphor for the experiences shared between myself and our host. However, for the "soul-bound" (系魂) we discovered here after rebuilding the inner world, it carries an entirely different meaning. I will save her story for another time. We are accustomed to using our own accounts, and we don't have a collective system name. As for our host, they might appear here later as well; I would like to represent our system to get to know this community first.

Posting in light mode causes posts to be highlighted with white? You can't double post in threads outside of this one, and the nature of the discussion requires me to know the whole context before I can determine if there even is a reason for me to reply, and who I would reply to. I truly can only conclude we have an undiagnosed learning disability, though. It is so vexing how hard it is to do extremely basic things. I tolerate suffering extremely poorly, but typically don't suffer because of either equanimity in past cases, and apathy in the worst. Nothing is worse than being invested in something you are helpless in having it work.

No, almost every post that is formatted horribly is like that because the person is using light mode where it looks normal Mon's are one such case

Good morning, everyone! 😊 I don't know what to say besides a lot of empathy things. So, hugs. ₊˚ つ つ つ つ *⁠.⁠✧(つ✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)つ ⁺˖ つ つ Multiple posts probably wouldn't be a bad thing if you think you're going to respond to a lot. It'll keep it a little more separate. Edit: Lumi means the default light mode thing. (Which is probably the same issue.)

Theme back to default? What do you mean?

@Mitski Just change your theme back to default 😭

I can't remember quite what I wrote last night, but I just feel we were asked too much of at the worst possible time. Our break was supposed to be much longer. I feel very stepped on, and yesterday was my worst day. The closest I've come to crying from pain or frustration, when just days prior I felt more hopeful and like myself than I did since I joined the system. So I suppose I threw a temper tantrum. Very uncool of me. I felt the need to make all the posts needed so our system could at least temporarily drop attachment to this website and focus entirely on ourselves for say a month at least, but I lost my mind at the fact it took 6+ hours to read a single post of a thread. After that, I knew I wouldn't finish that night and have a ruined sleep and well being, and more days of feeling tied to all of this. I don't want to read any more posts, or have my system or myself reply to anything else or fulfill any requests of anyone else. I want to meditate and force, and create art of our experiences. But I can't do that with the agitation of feeling we have all that to do first before we can do anything else, and the feeling never ends. I'm just so tired. edit: Also, we are collectively so poor at expressing ourselves, it is hard to get the point across of what is bothering us, I think. I just know it feels like some sort of crisis. I don't know what to do... I guess everything since being pulled back has been a series of events overloading our autistic brain to the point of a meltdown. We don't have the skills to know what to do about it or fix this invisible and hard to pinpoint problem. I don't feel confident that whatever it is won't stop bothering us by just leaving again. There is a sense of having to do something before things are okay to re-leave. But it is unclear what. So we are stuck in a permanent state of 99% cortisol until some unknown thing happens that lets the brain know it is allowed to feel okay again.

centering a part of your identity on being smart is a bad idea. no matter how smart you are, there will be times you feel dumb, and if you've incorporated your intelligence as an important part of your identity, it will feel like an attack on your sense of self better to center parts of yourself you have more control over

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I meant the program called texteditor, the one that opens up .txt files by default It can't process backgrounds or fonts or fonts sizes or anything beyond just characters, which means that even if you paste something fancy in you'll get something simple out no matter what