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It was more so the act of trying breaking her immersion of her body concept due to the differences of her height and the body's. It seems to not do it for imagination overlay for whatever reasons. Perhaps because the latter dissociates more from senses in turn for mind senses, while visual imposition required focusing on the physical sense of sight. It forces her to more clearly recognize the foreignness of the body as she either tries imposing a Rena that dwarfs her, or a miniature Rena. Theoretically the same problem exists with imagination overlay, but the focus on mind senses allows it to not be so noticeable, since a lot of other mind generated sensations are still being maintained. Sleepy.
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Yes. Twi has a fondness for ponies. She thinks it's very cute. It's incremental, Shaula. It's true that it seems like nothing happens, but you are still young. Please don't push yourself too hard, as it'll only discourage you. Work up to hour sessions. What's more, Jezebel and the others exist alongside you and each have varied interests that will collectively impact you all in good and productive ways. When you tell me about Jezebel's experience with art, I think it would permit her to think and behave in certain fashions she otherwise wouldn't. Already I think this is great practise for her to dwell on multiple subjects at once as well as grasp the fundamentals of a complex skill. I must commend her, for if I were a tulpa I would be jumping at any opportunity to expand my cognition and indulge my creativity. Does Jezebel want to paint anything in particular? It's funny how you also mention various scents being present despite lacking a tangible source. Apparently olfactory input is processed by an entirely different part of the brain. It's closely associated with memory, too.
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Thatβs not necessarily a great thing
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I'm apperntly a natural at it, lol.
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Cya Can't even write a three letter post after refreshing without getting ninja'd
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Well, at least it's better than ours, which is non existent. Thank you! π Oh, it might be pretty obtainable then. We try to do that all the time but forget. I think we should be able to really get that done if we try. π Interesting. π Maybe it'll happen for everyone when you all get practice! π Good luck if you want to do that! π Okie dokie, see you later! π Never heard anyone actually say toodles, lol. (I like it though.)
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yapdollar needs noise cancelling headphones, he seems to be getting distracted also do noise cancelling headphones even help with gunshots. they work by playing an audio wavelength that is the inverted version of the soundwave that is around you, removing the perceived sound, but is it not still soundwaves going into your ears that can damage them? even if you don't hear it. infrasonic noise can still cause hearing damage even if your brain isn't processing a noise happening also i hate twitter btw i bet the orange generic adderall uses chilli P yo that's the secret filler that gives it that extra kick for the bonus social fearlessness our max visual imposition capabilities sorta looks/feels like this, but it is inconsistent, especially with light or while moving cool and good luck. maybe we'd have advice for it but i think it happened automatically from tb always imagining rena present in space together virtually all the time, including while meditating. their old way of meditating... what a throwback. did tb ever draw that, idr. i imagine it was unintentional presence imposition through an hr+ each day of distilled consensual personal space invasion. meditating with eyes closed but knowing someone's face is so close to yours that your noses could almost be touching oh god. maybe visual imposition is only allowed to be done by tb or mitski. i tried to visually impose rena to test and it's a huge cognito hazard speaking of. going to let her front. toodles
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Thanks! π Yeah, we've noticed that too, I think. Now that we have more time, it shouldn't be so hard to justify spending a lot of time at night. We've got the sort of mental overlay thing, I think. Nightfall visualizes all of us in real life. We kinda forgot presence imposition is a thing though. We should work on that.
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Throwback
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Yeah, whatever the filler is is what changes, which can make a big difference (or not)
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which theoretically should still be the same amount of the dextroamphetimine and levoamphetimine or whatever, with whatever inactive ingredients are used to press it into a pill, but somehow it changes how it is experienced for some reason have had an orange oval pill, a peach round pill, and a peach oval pill. the orange oval pill has the best effect on rejection sensitive dysphoria, but the worst side effects of just feeling sort of intense and unhealthy on the body in some way idk how to explain. peach round pill sorta sucks. it doesn't have negative side effects, but not much of an effect in general. it still works but is mneh. peach oval pill seems to work for adhd well and doesn't have much in way of side effects, but isn't as good as the orange one with rejection sensitive dysphoria. idk why. replicated the differences multiple times across multiple system members and it seems consistently to be the case maybe it is same logic as in breaking bad and how not all meth is the same. cartel members can tell when a drug is their own or someone elses even if it is the same drug, and walter's meth is objectively better than everyone else's, which causes a lot of the drama in the show because his skill and quality control is sought out by distributors to either get him to work for them or to kill him and prevent his formula from being competition
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Well it has nothing to do with where they're made and everything to do with what they put in them, so
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yw shaula best of luck on imposition practice. it's easier to get results in a low light setting, if you are trying to do visual imposition. presence imposition+mental image overlay is easier i think, if you don't have that already because you are a very skilled maker of enchiladas. well done also on the generic vyvanse not failing you. our adderall has switched between 3 different generic types randomly and they all seem to give different effects and it is strange. like what are they doing to these things, isn't it supposed to be the same active ingredient in the same amount lol i even looked up the manufacturer of 2 of the generics, and their facilities are like miles apart. they really be having adderall generic manufacturing place #1 and then like a couple towns away another adderall generic manufacturing place #2 that gives a different experience and then randomly select from which one you get your medication that month
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huh what'd I do I just made enchiladas, but it wasn't very hard
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Thanks! π Oh, lol. Apperntly so. Will do! Planning on adding more imposition practice and game lore work. Thank you! π And congrats! π (For whatever you did.)
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congrats lumi
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Congrats
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oh yeah, that's awesome. finished summer school and it isn't even summer yet (technically. i think summer starts like tomorrow or the next couple days or something. usually solstice is on 20th-22nd) have fun with your newfound free time
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Sounds like we have a similar phone camera. A lot of that sounds like what we deal with when taking photos. (The grainy is more when we zoom in.) Sounds like all that was really pretty to look at! π I hope some of the photos are useable. Aww, sucks you're still tired. We're well! π Finally finished our school work and can actually relax during the summer. π
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yesterday, the sunset was really nice. also, the atmosphere of the sky changing from our bedroom through the bit of window curtain that was open was very colorful. we watched it change from our bed from orange and red to purple and indigo. i tried taking many pictures, but the phone would not capture the colors the same way they appeared to me. 12 mega pixels, 50 mega pixels, 200 mega pixels, it doesn't matter. it doesn't actually capture what one is actually seeing it did have a grainy and atmospheric vague bad photo look, though. so that made me want to take spooky images of the living room, but then it was either very black, or we would turn on night mode, and it would take a picture that looks exactly how i wanted, but after the picture is taken, it was like it would automatically edit itself to look so bright as if it is in the middle of the day???? like what the fuck phone, why are you doing this. i can't even take advantage of it sucking to take an attempt at artful photos. engineered to disappoint and frustrate some of the images are neat i guess. i'll have to look through them again later and see if they can be used for anything good morning. theoretically, i slept enough yesterday afternoon and last night that it should add up to about 7 or 8 hours of sleep both last night and retroactively the night before where i had like 3 originally. still feel sorta like death but i think it's tiredness of some sort of demand avoidance or something idk hope you are well
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Good morning, Luna! π I hope you caught up on sleep now!
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i saw jin roh stuff recommended when looking at akai megane trailer and did wonder if they were related. thanks for listing those out if we could make and rig 3d models, it'd be funny to mod twi into tenkaichi 3 or something lol. we always wish we could mod byakko into one of those games too and yeah, watching dbz in japanese is a pretty different experience than in english. probably even more so if you can know some of the nuance of the japanese, since there are a lot of things i don't think subtitles can convey exactly. the different soundtracks also change the experience a lot. i like both in their own ways, but i feel the japanese probably does better at conveying the despair of a situation throughout the show. the funimation dub with bruce faulconer's score conveys more of an american 90s sense of radical coolness or something lol, which is fun, but a much different tone also there are bits of buddhism and other east asian religions referenced or the inspiration of various things in the show, so that's possible. king yemma in japanese is called enma daioh, like in japanese buddhism. and the way hell is depicted in that show in the 90s references things like the pond of blood, or mountains of needles, and cold hells and stuff. it is a nicer and goofier depiction since it is still a children's cartoon, but the idea is there, even if not 1:1 sorry i took so long to reply, i passed out for several hours, got up, then passed out again
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Avast!
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Good morning scallywag
