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yw shaula best of luck on imposition practice. it's easier to get results in a low light setting, if you are trying to do visual imposition. presence imposition+mental image overlay is easier i think, if you don't have that already because you are a very skilled maker of enchiladas. well done also on the generic vyvanse not failing you. our adderall has switched between 3 different generic types randomly and they all seem to give different effects and it is strange. like what are they doing to these things, isn't it supposed to be the same active ingredient in the same amount lol i even looked up the manufacturer of 2 of the generics, and their facilities are like miles apart. they really be having adderall generic manufacturing place #1 and then like a couple towns away another adderall generic manufacturing place #2 that gives a different experience and then randomly select what you get that month

huh what'd I do I just made enchiladas, but it wasn't very hard

Thanks! 😊 Oh, lol. Apperntly so. Will do! Planning on adding more imposition practice and game lore work. Thank you! 😊 And congrats! 😊 (For whatever you did.)

congrats lumi

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oh yeah, that's awesome. finished summer school and it isn't even summer yet (technically. i think summer starts like tomorrow or the next couple days or something. usually solstice is on 20th-22nd) have fun with your newfound free time

Sounds like we have a similar phone camera. A lot of that sounds like what we deal with when taking photos. (The grainy is more when we zoom in.) Sounds like all that was really pretty to look at! 😊 I hope some of the photos are useable. Aww, sucks you're still tired. We're well! 😁 Finally finished our school work and can actually relax during the summer. 😊

yesterday, the sunset was really nice. also, the atmosphere of the sky changing from our bedroom through the bit of window curtain that was open was very colorful. we watched it change from our bed from orange and red to purple and indigo. i tried taking many pictures, but the phone would not capture the colors the same way they appeared to me. 12 mega pixels, 50 mega pixels, 200 mega pixels, it doesn't matter. it doesn't actually capture what one is actually seeing it did have a grainy and atmospheric vague bad photo look, though. so that made me want to take spooky images of the living room, but then it was either very black, or we would turn on night mode, and it would take a picture that looks exactly how i wanted, but after the picture is taken, it was like it would automatically edit itself to look so bright as if it is in the middle of the day???? like what the fuck phone, why are you doing this. i can't even take advantage of it sucking to take an attempt at artful photos. engineered to disappoint and frustrate some of the images are neat i guess. i'll have to look through them again later and see if they can be used for anything good morning. theoretically, i slept enough yesterday afternoon and last night that it should add up to about 7 or 8 hours of sleep both last night and retroactively the night before where i had like 3 originally. still feel sorta like death but i think it's tiredness of some sort of demand avoidance or something idk hope you are well

Good morning, Luna! 😊 I hope you caught up on sleep now!

i saw jin roh stuff recommended when looking at akai megane trailer and did wonder if they were related. thanks for listing those out if we could make and rig 3d models, it'd be funny to mod twi into tenkaichi 3 or something lol. we always wish we could mod byakko into one of those games too and yeah, watching dbz in japanese is a pretty different experience than in english. probably even more so if you can know some of the nuance of the japanese, since there are a lot of things i don't think subtitles can convey exactly. the different soundtracks also change the experience a lot. i like both in their own ways, but i feel the japanese probably does better at conveying the despair of a situation throughout the show. the funimation dub with bruce faulconer's score conveys more of an american 90s sense of radical coolness or something lol, which is fun, but a much different tone also there are bits of buddhism and other east asian religions referenced or the inspiration of various things in the show, so that's possible. king yemma in japanese is called enma daioh, like in japanese buddhism. and the way hell is depicted in that show in the 90s references things like the pond of blood, or mountains of needles, and cold hells and stuff. it is a nicer and goofier depiction since it is still a children's cartoon, but the idea is there, even if not 1:1 sorry i took so long to reply, i passed out for several hours, got up, then passed out again

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Good morning, Bre! 😊 Well, at least you got 8 hours, Lumi. 😄

Good morning I slept 8 hours again, though woke up after 4 and had to take melatonin to get the next 4 (still don't think it makes me tired at all, just taking it to help my circadian rhythm figure out when to sleep again)

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Sort-of officially restarting progress logs, I guess. Making a list of stuff I can post about should make for a good basis. Character development: Functional and messy. I will be gradually compiling stuff to put here, but it definitely won't fit in a single post. Nor can I figure out the entire gordian knot that is us within the timeframe of a single post. Thankfully it also isn't expected to change significantly across posts, so this will probably work. Skill development: Tulpamancy skills, imposition, lucid dreaming, immersive daydreaming, wonderlanding, that sort of thing. Ways to allow multiple people with only one body between them to share a plane of existence. We…… are mostly at "vivid imagination" level still, and that doesn't seem to be changing despite our efforts, so that. Will post about it when observable change in this field is…… well, observed. Wonderland development: This is the part that I actually expect to have fun in. Host is way too serious about this wonderland stuff, and I enjoy the ride. We have an entire planet in there, though of course only partially rendered at all times(we don't have nearly that much computational power, that's superhuman level), and instead of handwaving stuff like biomes and ecosystems host designed with detail Everything. (survival selection is used as a scientific method of handwaving when he can't find a solution for problems, but that happens infrequently enough to be actually realistic.) We plan to give the planet a star map and gradually fill out its available space, and we're recording the stuff we make up here. And... That should be it for the list. I'll start making the actual logs a bit later. (I do realize I'm practically inviting myself to procrastinate this for another year. And I can resist the temptation, host, I do not need to give myself a deadline for this thing that's supposed to be done out of my own free will.)

Glad the medication is working well/like normal. 😊 That's some crazy effects for that stuff too.

Oh no it does, I've only experienced that level of bad circulation/soreness from being incredibly sedentary all day a handful of times, none of which were in the last 6 or so years because we've made sure to never be that sedentary But ADHD stimulants speed up how fast sedentariness kicks in, it seems like Also this is a personal to me effect but adderall does it way faster almost to the point I couldn't prevent it even being fully active, though I think adderall affects me more strongly than vyvanse so it may have been equivalent to taking like 70mg vyvanse (and the circulation effect is so strong that if I extend my arms I feel sort of like a blood skipping feeling in them, point which vyvanse never reaches for me) Anyways, almost 4 hours in and this generic vyvanse seems to work like normal so far, that's good

That was a little anticlimactic, I thought it was the medication itself that just naturally caused that I'm not innocent either, I know. My whole job is sitting

Good morning, everyone! 😊 Maybe, maybe not. I think she just liked learning it all. I'm not sure if we have anywhere to apply that knowledge either. I'm glad she enjoyed the class too! 😊 Oh! She will definitely watercolor again! 😁 Yeah, it's just hard to feel that way when nothing really happens. I know we don't do it for a while but even when we were practicing for around an hour, that was hard for us. We have heard that's a good thing to do. We should at least try audio imposition. Hmmmm, I do believe we can more easily unlock smell imposition. Nightfall has been able to smell things for a brief second when thinking about them. (Not recently but Splatoon did a ice cream based Splatfest and he smelled the ice cream flavors in question a couple times.) Thank you for the advice! 😊

Sitting a lot lol? And not being a perfect match for vyvanse It tends to creep in over the hours (especially hours like 8-10 when its other effects have worn off and I'm low energy again) as I rack up time spent just sitting, which is why I describe ADHD stimulants as "Speeding up the effects of sedentariness by 3x" or so But as I said, I've actually not had it happen at all recently (even when I'm sedentary for a few hours between walking around) so maybe eventually your body does get over that symptom if you even experience it (seems rare-ish) I certainly don't think I'm healthier than a year ago, so

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