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Thanks! 😊 Yeah, we've noticed that too, I think. Now that we have more time, it shouldn't be so hard to justify spending a lot of time at night. We've got the sort of mental overlay thing, I think. Nightfall visualizes all of us in real life. We kinda forgot presence imposition is a thing though. We should work on that.

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Yeah, whatever the filler is is what changes, which can make a big difference (or not)

which theoretically should still be the same amount of the dextroamphetimine and levoamphetimine or whatever, with whatever inactive ingredients are used to press it into a pill, but somehow it changes how it is experienced for some reason have had an orange oval pill, a peach round pill, and a peach oval pill. the orange oval pill has the best effect on rejection sensitive dysphoria, but the worst side effects of just feeling sort of intense and unhealthy on the body in some way idk how to explain. peach round pill sorta sucks. it doesn't have negative side effects, but not much of an effect in general. it still works but is mneh. peach oval pill seems to work for adhd well and doesn't have much in way of side effects, but isn't as good as the orange one with rejection sensitive dysphoria. idk why. replicated the differences multiple times across multiple system members and it seems consistently to be the case maybe it is same logic as in breaking bad and how not all meth is the same. cartel members can tell when a drug is their own or someone elses even if it is the same drug, and walter's meth is objectively better than everyone else's, which causes a lot of the drama in the show because his skill and quality control is sought out by distributors to either get him to work for them or to kill him and prevent his formula from being competition

Well it has nothing to do with where they're made and everything to do with what they put in them, so

yw shaula best of luck on imposition practice. it's easier to get results in a low light setting, if you are trying to do visual imposition. presence imposition+mental image overlay is easier i think, if you don't have that already because you are a very skilled maker of enchiladas. well done also on the generic vyvanse not failing you. our adderall has switched between 3 different generic types randomly and they all seem to give different effects and it is strange. like what are they doing to these things, isn't it supposed to be the same active ingredient in the same amount lol i even looked up the manufacturer of 2 of the generics, and their facilities are like miles apart. they really be having adderall generic manufacturing place #1 and then like a couple towns away another adderall generic manufacturing place #2 that gives a different experience and then randomly select from which one you get your medication that month

huh what'd I do I just made enchiladas, but it wasn't very hard

Thanks! 😊 Oh, lol. Apperntly so. Will do! Planning on adding more imposition practice and game lore work. Thank you! 😊 And congrats! 😊 (For whatever you did.)

congrats lumi

Congrats

oh yeah, that's awesome. finished summer school and it isn't even summer yet (technically. i think summer starts like tomorrow or the next couple days or something. usually solstice is on 20th-22nd) have fun with your newfound free time

Sounds like we have a similar phone camera. A lot of that sounds like what we deal with when taking photos. (The grainy is more when we zoom in.) Sounds like all that was really pretty to look at! 😊 I hope some of the photos are useable. Aww, sucks you're still tired. We're well! 😁 Finally finished our school work and can actually relax during the summer. 😊

yesterday, the sunset was really nice. also, the atmosphere of the sky changing from our bedroom through the bit of window curtain that was open was very colorful. we watched it change from our bed from orange and red to purple and indigo. i tried taking many pictures, but the phone would not capture the colors the same way they appeared to me. 12 mega pixels, 50 mega pixels, 200 mega pixels, it doesn't matter. it doesn't actually capture what one is actually seeing it did have a grainy and atmospheric vague bad photo look, though. so that made me want to take spooky images of the living room, but then it was either very black, or we would turn on night mode, and it would take a picture that looks exactly how i wanted, but after the picture is taken, it was like it would automatically edit itself to look so bright as if it is in the middle of the day???? like what the fuck phone, why are you doing this. i can't even take advantage of it sucking to take an attempt at artful photos. engineered to disappoint and frustrate some of the images are neat i guess. i'll have to look through them again later and see if they can be used for anything good morning. theoretically, i slept enough yesterday afternoon and last night that it should add up to about 7 or 8 hours of sleep both last night and retroactively the night before where i had like 3 originally. still feel sorta like death but i think it's tiredness of some sort of demand avoidance or something idk hope you are well

Good morning, Luna! 😊 I hope you caught up on sleep now!

i saw jin roh stuff recommended when looking at akai megane trailer and did wonder if they were related. thanks for listing those out if we could make and rig 3d models, it'd be funny to mod twi into tenkaichi 3 or something lol. we always wish we could mod byakko into one of those games too and yeah, watching dbz in japanese is a pretty different experience than in english. probably even more so if you can know some of the nuance of the japanese, since there are a lot of things i don't think subtitles can convey exactly. the different soundtracks also change the experience a lot. i like both in their own ways, but i feel the japanese probably does better at conveying the despair of a situation throughout the show. the funimation dub with bruce faulconer's score conveys more of an american 90s sense of radical coolness or something lol, which is fun, but a much different tone also there are bits of buddhism and other east asian religions referenced or the inspiration of various things in the show, so that's possible. king yemma in japanese is called enma daioh, like in japanese buddhism. and the way hell is depicted in that show in the 90s references things like the pond of blood, or mountains of needles, and cold hells and stuff. it is a nicer and goofier depiction since it is still a children's cartoon, but the idea is there, even if not 1:1 sorry i took so long to reply, i passed out for several hours, got up, then passed out again

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Good morning, Bre! 😊 Well, at least you got 8 hours, Lumi. 😄

Good morning I slept 8 hours again, though woke up after 4 and had to take melatonin to get the next 4 (still don't think it makes me tired at all, just taking it to help my circadian rhythm figure out when to sleep again)

good morning

Sort-of officially restarting progress logs, I guess. Making a list of stuff I can post about should make for a good basis. Character development: Functional and messy. I will be gradually compiling stuff to put here, but it definitely won't fit in a single post. Nor can I figure out the entire gordian knot that is us within the timeframe of a single post. Thankfully it also isn't expected to change significantly across posts, so this will probably work. Skill development: Tulpamancy skills, imposition, lucid dreaming, immersive daydreaming, wonderlanding, that sort of thing. Ways to allow multiple people with only one body between them to share a plane of existence. We…… are mostly at "vivid imagination" level still, and that doesn't seem to be changing despite our efforts, so that. Will post about it when observable change in this field is…… well, observed. Wonderland development: This is the part that I actually expect to have fun in. Host is way too serious about this wonderland stuff, and I enjoy the ride. We have an entire planet in there, though of course only partially rendered at all times(we don't have nearly that much computational power, that's superhuman level), and instead of handwaving stuff like biomes and ecosystems host designed with detail Everything. (survival selection is used as a scientific method of handwaving when he can't find a solution for problems, but that happens infrequently enough to be actually realistic.) We plan to give the planet a star map and gradually fill out its available space, and we're recording the stuff we make up here. And... That should be it for the list. I'll start making the actual logs a bit later. (I do realize I'm practically inviting myself to procrastinate this for another year. And I can resist the temptation, host, I do not need to give myself a deadline for this thing that's supposed to be done out of my own free will.)

Glad the medication is working well/like normal. 😊 That's some crazy effects for that stuff too.