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Frustrated about ADHD? Just kind of always been how my brain is I was able to focus on Flan for most that time because I was just walking in circles inside, and only focused on talking to her, lol

Well, it worked. I couldn't tell if he was or not. We got pretty good at this stuff but probably for different reasons.

bre's chaos factor and oh lol

gotta keep 'em guessing it's just as opaque to me. o'brien is barely a character at this point in the show. he only got a name a few episodes ago

i thought bre's post was funny lol then i remembered the star trek screen cap i saw yesterday and shared it, even though i don't understand it well, i thought she'd maybe have more context to find it funny also i also want to say grats for lumi and flan, though he also seems frustrated. i think thanks to tb's past, the brain got for free a very above average ability to vividly imagine and automatically manage multiple identities while doing something mundane like walking. also because i'm remembering that it would apply back when tb and rena would take relaxing walks when they lived in a higher degree of relative privacy for nearby walking options lol, tb used to have the issue that their body would mimic rena's emoting, so if she got excited and threw her hands in the air, tb'd do the same. lucky they were not in visible sight of anyone usually

She definitely has my style. 😁 Maybe not the heels but I'd easily wear everything else. 😄 She has hair styles selection issues like me but mine are very much self inflected, lol. Oh my gosh! That smile is so precious! 😊 That's a cool style! 😁 Hehe, sounds like a lot of fun already! 😊 Congrats to Lenore and Athelas! 😊 I wish them the best!

What the heck did I just read?..... From Bre...... A... Anyway That's nice. 😊 I'll remind you tomorrow./j (I think it'll be a week.)

worf: we're receiving a hailing frequency. it claims to be from hot MILFs in our sector picard: put it on main viewer troi: captain, i'm sensing that these MILFs are lonely and horny, but also, they seem to be hiding something... data: why would they be hot? is the life support system on their ship malfunctioning? worf: the MILFs are requesting our credit card information before they will proceed with visual communication. they claim that it is merely to confirm that we are above the age of majority, but it poses a significant security risk

we impose well on walks cuz brother we'd die if we didn't. someone has to stop me from being angry at existence of humans or rena from panicking or mitski from turning into dust when we try to walk (byakko has never taken a long walk minus to work long ago so less research on that) oh i know what could help lumi acquire a severe anxiety disorder and/or agoraphobia, maybe it will help

Oops forgot to reply I haven't started playing Deltarune yet and it doesn't seem like I will soon either I want to, but I want a lot of things

What if asgore’s theme for chapter five was titled “A Father’s Love” and it was a collab between toby and masterswordremix

Spent 10 minutes imposing and talking to Flan while walking around Oh right, nearly 100% of walks we go on we do try imposing someone for some of it by the way, although those instances make it incredibly clear that we have ADHD as we will fail to keep our attention on them - even just trying to have a conversation - in literal seconds, multiple times My ADHD doesn't seem so bad for most tasks, but as far as streams of thought in non-focused tasks go it's really bad

You know, at this point, just *insert preferred method of care and affection* Yay! 😊

😭 fair we'd love to again sometime tho, idk when though other than yeah some recovery and productivity also walmart came. salisbury steak for me and pumpkin pie for rena also yeah, even we're too tired to shower today which is rare

Well, better exposure with me than total shock when you eventually have to talk to someone IRL again one day Anyways, Too tired to hang out 🤝 Too tired to hang out

that's sorta the state i am in also. except i would kinda like to draw but i can't bring myself to do it. think our stupid brain gets really overloaded from social situations that takes time to recover from. i think when we isolate from people it's easier to sleep and do things because even if we like talking to people at times, it's like it wrecks havoc in brain subconsciously and makes certain parts become agitated and not turn off for some reason, so we end up in more of an anxious underlying sense of nothing seems right until it resets

That's fine For the record whenever my system says "feel like doing nothing at all" or similar, we don't mean "Man I just wanna lay in bed and scroll on my phone!", we mean that anything we can think of from games/entertainment to eating to whatever all sound too unsatisfying to do so we're just sitting in (sometimes agonizing) limbo At the very least it is always a deeply unsatisfying state to exist in

i'm glad shaula scientifically impossible lumi exhibit A: this is me rn

Don't know if you guys direly need a day+ planning ahead of time but I can watch more DBZ (we're up to DBZ movies now) if you want I am exhausted and so feel like doing nothing at all, so that would be something (but you don't have to, I'll find something to do until I can sleep)

Glad it'll be okay. 😊 I really like that jelly! 😁

it'll be ok if walmart can hurry tf up and bring me my Marie Callender's Roasted Turkey Breast & Stuffing, Frozen Meal, 11.85oz already that jelly is pretty tho

That is a work of art. 😊 Yeah, definitely should have gotten at least a drink earlier. At least it's a leaning experience. That really sucks that you woke up like that.

Yesterday, I made a dream journal bingo card. Each space is something I either want to dream about, often dream about, or have recently dreamt about. I'm good about dream journaling, but this makes it a little more fun, since I get to check off whatever I dreamt about as long as I write it down. I reviewed it before bed, put it under my pillow, and dreamt about six things on it! No bingos yet, but wow. I thought I'd be lucky to get half that many in one night. I credit Lumi for making me dream about Touhou: You were dedicated. Just seeing that much dedication, especially when success seems to stay out of reach, from someone who's not a type-A go-getter but struggles with motivation like I do is inspiring.

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