Spencercensor November 30, 2015 Share November 30, 2015 Well, here I am at it again. For real this time - not gonna have doubts or be lazy with this tulpa. The plan is to start imposing immediately, as I have no wonderland yet if I ever will. I plan for Nathan to be around pretty much at all times. I do have many questions, but the biggest is: how to stay motivated despite perceived lack of immediate progress? I'll be posting updates on our journey here as often as I can. I'm off to impose and narrate to him throughout my day. Until next time, here's the best and only reference image for his form. Late. Progress Reportage Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Paranoid Llama November 30, 2015 Share November 30, 2015 Nathan looks so furry and soft. Something about the fur... I want a dog now. They'd be so great to cuddle with! Eheheh... What I like to do when I don't feel motivated is try to think of the end result. Try to think about how it'll be like when he's sentient and imposed. It looks pretty good doesn't it? Be careful not to think too much on it and make no progress, which is what I do sometimes. You're gonna have to make a routine of this, which will make it easier and, when he gains sentience, it'll be fun to force with him. Best of luck! I'm not going to listen to you guys since you are all probably just talking to yourself and don't really have a tulpa like me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spencercensor December 1, 2015 Author Share December 1, 2015 Thanks! Nathan and I cuddled while I visualized and narrated to him for a couple hours. Going to do a wonderland cause fuck it, I'll see how that works tonight. Peace. Progress Reportage Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spencercensor December 2, 2015 Author Share December 2, 2015 Went to a black void wonderland and felt like he wanted a different form, so instead of 'forcing' I just metaphorically stepped back and let the form guide itself. It's still an anthro canine, just a different face and coloring mainly. Also, while narrating this morning I felt him correct me via intrusive thought as I said his name. Gonna call him Alex now. Progress Reportage Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spencercensor December 4, 2015 Author Share December 4, 2015 I did some lurking on the forums and decided to just do open eye visualization and imposition from the start again. It just seems like a waste of time to use a wonderland when I plan to have Alex around 24/7, but we'll see when I'm able to understand him better. Anyways, getting up for work in a few hours so I'm gonna just cuddle with him and sleep. Later. Progress Reportage Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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