First Tulpa

[phaseshift]

Okay this is a quick update of sorts. I've tried forcing in the past few days since my big trip out, even going on two trains just because those were the most productive space to force, but nothing is working. I can't describe it, but it's like Rhys is just, not there at all. I don't really know what to do. I don't want to give up now, I can't give up. But I don't know what else to do. I've tried everything that I can, and nothing seems to help. School starts tomorrow too, which doesn't help.

 

I guess I'll update this again properly when I have a plan.

[Vos]

I've read about tulpas disappearing for whatever reason and then coming back, usually with more signs of progress than before. It's possible that this could be what's happening to you, so I wouldn't sweat it. Just keep on trying to interact with Rhys and see what happens.

[phaseshift]

This is a very small update. Exam stress is killing me, and it's effecting my mental health badly. I wont be able to work on Rhys for a while. He didn't come back. The earliest I could start again is from next Tuesday, after I fail my Japanese speaking exam and suffer from the stress. The next earliest would be in June. I don't know what's best.