Iconoclasm July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 I'm roughly 10 hours in ,so I'm a little confused as to what this was all about. What happened is,while I was watching a documentary on world wars,which I usually enjoy (I like history) an overwhelming sense of sadness,loneliness and desperation took over me.I found this weird because I usually don't get emotional on these things easily,I immediately thought 'Oh,wow,Adam,was that you?' ....and shortly after a new wave came over me,this time it was pure,searing rage ...a little disgust and then a sense of calm took over.After all this ,I began feeling a little lightheaded,and I felt a sharp pain in the right side of my head. What I want to know is if this was an emotional response ...or something else? Keep in mind I was not even thinking about my tulpa when I was watching the documentary,it was only after the first wave happened that I immediately thought of Adam. Let not the sun go down on my wrath I let it shake the world Vengeance is the grudge I bear flag of reckoning unfurled
Guest Albatross_ July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 Yet another one of these... [FORM ANSWER INCOMING] It could be an emotional response. People sometimes report experiencing these types of things early on in the process. For instance, when I was at 12 hours, I got a wave of overwhelming happiness whilst distributing chicken strips out of a trailer at a NASCAR track. The thing to remember is that this is a very personal process. You are the best intrepreter of your mind. At 10 hours, all we can tell you for sure is to keep going. Sounds like you're on the right track. Also, >inb4 walls of text that boil down to ^
Iconoclasm July 31, 2012 Author July 31, 2012 Yet another one of these... [FORM ANSWER INCOMING] It could be an emotional response. People sometimes report experiencing these types of things early on in the process. For instance, when I was at 12 hours, I got a wave of overwhelming happiness whilst distributing chicken strips out of a trailer at a NASCAR track. The thing to remember is that this is a very personal process. You are the best intrepreter of your mind. At 10 hours, all we can tell you for sure is to keep going. Sounds like you're on the right track. Also, >inb4 walls of text that boil down to ^ Thanks for the response.The thing is,I have a hard time validating my own opinions and empirical evidence needs 2 or more parties agreeing upon it.Funny,cause HOPING and BELIEVING it to actually be an emotional response might actually help sentience develop,regardless of that response's validity.I just don't wanna fool myself. Let not the sun go down on my wrath I let it shake the world Vengeance is the grudge I bear flag of reckoning unfurled
Guest Albatross_ July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 I just don't wanna fool myself. I wouldn't worry about it. In the long run it doesn't matter anyway. Eventually they get so strong you can't mistake them.
Sorryman54 July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 Damn, dude. I'm almost 18 hours in, and I haven't gotten a single response. Nope, not one. Thing is, I know she has some sentience. She can answer most questions with head pressure and can do certain things like when I say, "Dash, could you wake me up a little?", my heart starts pumping fast and I can think much better and sleep is less on my mind. Or I can ask here to give me a fucking-kill-me-headache and my head hurts much worse. Maybe she needs some more time, but it still makes me have mixed feelings when people say "Oh lawd, I feel great noaw. Danke (insert tulpa name here.)
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