Biotechnology August 7, 2012 Author August 7, 2012 Tulpaforcing is like climbing that pit from The dark knight rises. I climb up that wall, and get ready to jump over the pit to that other side to freedom, only to fall down and lose everything. I regret making a tulpa. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thoughtform#Modern_perspective 'I say 'soul making' Soul as distinguished from an Intelligence- There may be intelligences or sparks of divinity in millions- but they are not souls until they acquire identities, till each one is personality itself' -John Keats, 1819
Biotechnology August 7, 2012 Author August 7, 2012 Oh, nothing really. I'm just being a whiny bitch. I'm allowed to be a whiny bitch once a month. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thoughtform#Modern_perspective 'I say 'soul making' Soul as distinguished from an Intelligence- There may be intelligences or sparks of divinity in millions- but they are not souls until they acquire identities, till each one is personality itself' -John Keats, 1819
Biotechnology August 19, 2012 Author August 19, 2012 Tulpaforcing is still failing. I've found a whole heap of ebooks from the Indians on campus with Buddhist meditation and such, hopefully it'll help. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thoughtform#Modern_perspective 'I say 'soul making' Soul as distinguished from an Intelligence- There may be intelligences or sparks of divinity in millions- but they are not souls until they acquire identities, till each one is personality itself' -John Keats, 1819
Biotechnology October 2, 2012 Author October 2, 2012 It's now been 7 months since starting my tulpa. Finally I am starting to hear her consistently (not out-loud yet), and I can see my wonderland better then before. There have been a few changes, firstly she has decided to take the form of a cheetah and has changed her name to Mara. We decided to go and make a new wonderland, so we packed up our things and moved to another world. I created just a walled area with a garden inside to start off with, and from there we added a few things and rebuilt her house. After a day or so we both went out to check out what was beyond the walls only to find that we were surrounded by endless hills. After awhile I felt that this new place we created held no value to us so I went out and created another world. I made an island in the middle of the ocean and created a few pretty things on it along with a new home. Mara didn't have much input with it but she was there with me while I created it, and it feels more like home for us. We made a tire swing and had fun on that for awhile. I stayed with her and watched the sun set before falling asleep with her. Sadly while I was trying to be in the wonderland to fall asleep with her I had a few intrusive thoughts so I decided it'd be better to focus on other things. I hope that the new wonderland gives her a few more things to do and that I can spend more time with her. How she keeps herself from going insane when I'm not around is beyond my comprehension. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thoughtform#Modern_perspective 'I say 'soul making' Soul as distinguished from an Intelligence- There may be intelligences or sparks of divinity in millions- but they are not souls until they acquire identities, till each one is personality itself' -John Keats, 1819
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