An OP and His Thread: Sanity's Requiem

[SSaint]

After some convincing from Alexandra, we tried possession. Started with hand. A couple twitches here and there. Not much. It's definitely something we'll need to work more on. I don't know if it's me not letting go of if Alexandra is having trouble taking control.

 

Alexandra has been getting better at phrasing things, though her voice has not become significantly stronger. Still no progress on imposition, vocal, visual, or otherwise. While she never started out using a generic voice, her voice does often change. I am thinking I might spend some sessions working on it with her. She still isn't very autonomous, though. Or parallel processing. However you want to say it. She can't think very well unless I am also dedicating my mind to something, though sometimes if I am thinking on something, she will come to a conclusion before I do, so she's getting at least a little better.

 

Over the last couple days I keep finding myself doubting that any of this is real. Every time I start doubting, I think of things that had convinced me in the past, but thinking back on them never helps. I often won't believe again until something else happens that convinces me. This wasn't a problem until recently and Alexandra and I are trying to figure out why it's been happening.

 

Alexandra would like to sing. I don't know how well this will work out. Certainly it's something distant from now. She'd have to at least get down vocal possession first, and probably more than that for anything smooth, and since I'm junk at singing we'd probably have to get lessons and/or a coach or something. Also I am worried by the fact that Eminem is her favorite artist. I don't know how I feel about my body being used for rapping.