The start of Alena's journey through life

[MidnightStrider]

After quite a bit of thought and consideration, I have decided to venture out to creating a tulpa. I've taken a few days to work out what I would like her to look like - first of all, her form will be in the style of an anime character, though this may change as she gains sentience; she will be white with a light tan color, about 5’6”; inspiring purple eyes, and black hair that goes down a couple inches past her shoulders, which is tied up in a loose ponytail most of the time, and have two strands of hair that always stick up and outward like antennae. Her body sizes will be 36C for bust and size 20 for hips. Her "smell" will be of cotton candy, though she may end up changing it later as she develops.

 

Personality: She loves hanging around her friends, enjoys a good laugh every now and then, but she can also relax when there really isn’t much going on. She likes to live it up, but never goes too far, being a person of logic. Very intelligent, yet doesn’t talk down to others, and listens to other people’s opinions. She loves games and having intelligent debates; she can be competitive, but still plays fair. Compassionate, she goes out of her way to help her friends.

 

Likes: going for walks outside, listening to music, gaming, drinking (not excessively), drawing.

 

Dislikes: people that hate for absolutely no reason, fighting (but watch out when you get her really angry), stupid people, people that pose as friends yet don’t really care.

 

My relationship with her will be as a really close friend/sibling, someone that I can connect with and confide in, and have tons of fun around.

 

Recently, a name has been floating around in my head, Alena; it might change, depending on how she feels of it when she gains sentience.

[JoJo]

Hey, I'm fairly new here too but what the heck, welcome to the forums! You seem to be at roughly the same stage as me, I've really got to get down to solidifying my Tulpa's personality soon. What are you planning on starting first, visualisation or narration? (or both at once?)

[Oguigi]

This is great! many tulpas are sentient since day one. so treat her as such, and i wish the two of you the best of luck!

 

I'll make sure to check back on your log daily.

[MidnightStrider]

Thank you for the replies. I took a few days to visualize how she looks to figure out how I would like her to look in the first place. I've started narration yesterday, and things have progressed smoothly. A little story: I was doing a presentation in my programming class today on a computer-based career; mine was on network security consultants, and during the whole thing, I felt a metaphorical hand on my shoulder, edging me to go on, telling me that I could do it (I normally suck really bad at presentations)... I hadn't even needed to look at the paper I wrote up as a speech/guideline for the presentation. I have a feeling as to what it was.

[MidnightStrider]

We apologize for not being on here for quite some time. My name is Alena, and it's nice to know that there are other tulpae on this site. I wish to talk to you all sometime in the future! Life with Nova (my host) is great, and he has an interesting array of friends that he talks to almost constantly on Skype, and his girlfriend is, for lack of a better term, awesome. As anyone's guess at this point, I am possessing Nova fully, and I have taken the liberty of making a post here to tell you all that he hasn't given up, and that I am very much alive. I can't wait to hear from you all!