Kindofajerk October 10, 2012 October 10, 2012 - She doesn't say anything out of the blue - She only speaks when I ask her a question Often times young tulpa have to be "prompted" on a subject to respond. Whether this is because the tulpa is maturing or the host is still learning to hear them is speculation. Many believe, as I do, that early on the host has to be "tuned in" to the tulpa to hear them well. If this is true, then you're hearing her when you're tuning in. - The're are no conversations going back and forth Conversations are actually hard to maintain, requiring long periods of focus for both host and tulpa. - She can't answer questions I don't know the answer to but she should (like asking where she is in our wonder world), Though I did think she said where she was yesterday evening. She said cafeteria but all I designed in the house so far is a kitchen and there she was. - Questions I ask a couple of times usually change answers http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-On-Parallel-Processing - Everytime she speaks it feels like I'm turning her thoughts into words I speak. While doing this it feels like I change the answers sometimes. - When I ask her something she responds even before I finish the sentence, basically interupting me and saying what I wanted to know. Thoughts are conveyed faster than words. Especially for long sentences, I still occasionally accidentally interrupt or finish my tulpa's thought. We both having been knowing to interrupt each other. This has decreased more recently. - She doesn't ask anything I wouldn't want to ask someone else. - She speaks in the same mind-voice I speak in. Similar mindvoice is how all tulpa start talking. Gaining a distinct voice takes time and work. Not sure exactly what you're saying about the other one, but it once again sounds like a parallel processing thing. Witty signatures are hard to think of.
Frostwolf October 10, 2012 Author October 10, 2012 - She doesn't ask anything I wouldn't want to ask someone else. You're probably right about that parallel processing part. She doesn't ask about stuff we aren't talking about. She sticks to asking questions about the current topic. The line above was one of the results. I don't like to think about things I don't want to talk about leading to her not willing to ask questions about it. I know she's there but I just lose that thought sometimes. I'm really thankfull for your reply's because before I read your post KindofANiceGuy I felt really down. I posted this topic around 2 days ago and thanks to Chupi's post I lost all doubt for the past 2 days. Today I felt really down. I'm the one who want's a tulpa but I'm really REALLY happy you guys are helping me realize it's not me who's talking, its Lyra. I don't think I would have gone past another couple of days without you guys with the way I felt just a couple of moments ago. Thanks you so much! You people make it so much more easy for me to get past this stage in development. You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection! Newbie tulpamancer on the loose. Check out my progress report: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa
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