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Last night when I went to bed I became such thing, and I do not know whether it has caused Tulpa or not.

 

After forcing as always, I went to sleep. After a minute I was lying and tried to sleep I suddenly flooding waves of feelings. (happiness, excitement, elation) I had the urge, and I did oscillation of the eyes to the sides. I also happened a few times that I felt like my body vibrations and vibrate.

 

It's hard to describe but it was nice and I had no fear just can not say what it was and why.

I'm the man with the dark mind but with the heart of gold. I ask what I am good or bad person? What directs my actions?

 

Tulpa isn't about why, it's about why not.

What you described sounds like it was hypnagogia (falling-asleep process). You're normally already asleep when this happens, but it can occasionally be experienced while still awake. It's nothing tulpa-related.

Deluded myself into believing my imaginary friends were real, then deluded myself into thinking they weren’t. Whatever the case, the OG gang’s still here:

 

Host: fennec (they/them)

Tulpas: Alex (he/him) and Kayleigh (she/her)

 

Delete all memories of those who know my awkward past

^

 

Well...it's slightly tulpa related. It definitely sounds like hypagognia (still not sure how to spell that) or symptoms of a trance state. The reason I say it is slightly related is because there seems to be a correlation between people going through the creation process (especially early on) and these sorts of symptoms, probably brought on by getting used to things you aren't used to doing, like intense visualization and meditation.

Tulpa's name: April

Form: Human female

Working on: Stuff

My Progress Log

 

"A belief is not merely an idea the mind possesses; it is an idea that possesses the mind." ~ Robert Oxton Bolton

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