Is my tulpa too dangerous to keep anymore?

[moondragon]

If she is a manifestation of your anger, I need to ask you something..Are there things you, yourself, are angry about where you are repressing your angry feelings? Are there things that really piss you off that other people do, but instead of acknowledging how you honestly feel, are you just saying "It's ok" and pretending everything is fine? If you are, that might be the reason why she is acting the way she is. Lots of people repress anger, for a lot of different reasons. But, when they repress it, it does not just go away. It comes out in other areas of their lives..Sometimes it comes out in how they treat other people, and sometimes if people create tulpas, it might come out in the tulpa's behavior..Maybe if you write about the things and or people that really piss you off in a private journal, or punch a pillow when you are mad, that might help with Pink's behavior.

[Kadoh]

If she is a manifestation of your anger, I need to ask you something..Are there things you, yourself, are angry about where you are repressing your angry feelings? Are there things that really piss you off that other people do, but instead of acknowledging how you honestly feel, are you just saying "It's ok" and pretending everything is fine? If you are, that might be the reason why she is acting the way she is. Lots of people repress anger, for a lot of different reasons. But, when they repress it, it does not just go away. It comes out in other areas of their lives..Sometimes it comes out in how they treat other people, and sometimes if people create tulpas, it might come out in the tulpa's behavior..Maybe if you write about the things and or people that really piss you off in a private journal, or punch a pillow when you are mad, that might help with Pink's behavior.

 

This is true. As an impressionable young lad, I was treated quite cruelly and have since repressed the feelings, end result = Shin, hate cloud in mindscape, and turning into a semi psychopathic sadist. But Shin doesn't try to kill me.

 

Put Porky Pig in a cryostasis chamber.

[Straws]

i gotta say, pink's host, that you are the just the freaking master at making my tulpa an absolute sad and miserable wreck

 

(i know this isn't your intention of course but still)

[Pinkamena]

I think I may have found the root problem. I have ADHD. But, now I believe Pink/Glory has had it all this time. While she was a downer/moody type that helped hide it pretty well.

 

Pink asked and has had her personality changed now to a more happy form. And her cravings for attention, doing random stuff, and talking, doing things to make me pay attention to her have gone up a lot. I know its only been about 2 hours since I've woken up. But she's wanted my attention nearly the entire time. She didn't even want me to put on my headphones because she wants me to pay attention to her. I often feel like she's trying to physically pull me to turn around and look at her.

 

She's sending me an emotion a lot of the time this morning and I didn't know what it was. I forgot what she said it was, but I think its quick pulses of energetic.

 

I think now all my tulpas have had adhd and thats why they have tried to push my buttons every time they discover one. And why they have self control issues. As well as why they act out.

 

Now that I've realized this she has turned very sad and says she wants to go away because she has a problem that can never be fixed and that she's a danger to me.

 

I made her promise to wait until new years day to see if things get better. I reminded her that while she was pink over time she had gotten better control over herself and that I got better control over myself from when I first had adhd and that I don't go hurting people.

 

 

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Sorry it looks like the situation has been solved. She changed her form and personality a bit again. And she told me she no longer wants power or to control.

 

I'm still not sure how to handle adhd in a tulpa yet. But I think another topic covers that.