Tobias January 9, 2013 Share January 9, 2013 Hello fellow tulpamancers! I am from Germany and want to create a tulpa. I`ll write my everyday progress, ideas and background informations in here. (please dont mind my bad grammar) if you have any advice, tell me please. i try to keep this as neutral and scientific as possible, so enjoy! 5.1.2013 Discovered Tulpa.info I start according to some newer guides to treat my tulpa as self-aware from the very beginning. First session 22-23 o`clock , start with a"hello i am here and i want to create you" session. I want to create Luna from Mlp:Fim. First attempt at wonderland (big and detailed)failed(too big) Setting up wonderland tomorrow. Forcing done lying on the bed, before sleep. 6.1.2013 Creation of wonderland. 13-14 o clock. mindvision very unsteady, big gaps in between. 3d only for seconds. Starting wonderland as windowless motel room, two beds one drawer and a door (for later extension) one lamp at the top and a light switch at my bed. registration on tulpa.info, join irc. creating luna as flowing orb of energy, narrating a personality. 7.1.2013 attempt forcing in school, but its too noisy.(i am no tibetan monk after all) Only short forcing (30 minutes) because im too sleepy. mindvision is more clear and lasts longer now. Began to shape lunas body with my mindhands. a light ring suddenly appeared in the room, but i dont know why. also there sometimes appears a window and i dont kno why. the bed changed its shape into a more old style. the bed has now a red color instead of wood. forcing drains all my energy, my senses are getting numb too. it is hard. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tobias January 9, 2013 Author Share January 9, 2013 8.1.2013 Only a half hour today, apologized to luna for being such a lazy idiot. i hope she understands one day. decided to wear a reminder (blue band) to remind me of passive forcing every minute possible. met a person with preexisting tulpa on irc, really jealous now. visualizing seems to be getting easier every day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tobias January 10, 2013 Author Share January 10, 2013 9.1.2013 1 hour of forcing. wonderland suddenly has a kitchen now. used another technique to concentrate. tomorrow i will try to make a big step towards vocalisation, trying out symbols. but let tomorrow be tomorrow . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tobias January 11, 2013 Author Share January 11, 2013 10.1.2013 fell asleep during forcing, too tired no real progress today Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tobias January 12, 2013 Author Share January 12, 2013 11.1.2013 heard a voice in my head calling my name while i was in thoughts, startled me totally. forgot the thing with symbols tough. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XYLag January 26, 2013 Share January 26, 2013 Nice progress, it took me like two week to be able to hear Sakura's answers, haven't been in our wonderland for a while now, i prefer just narrating to her instead of visualizing, I'm lazy, anyways, good progress. :) See ya! :cool: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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