Kingfisher's Garden Tea

[Guest kingfisher]

Looks like I'll end up learning a lot following you, Kingfisher :D. I now feel bad for not making a picture of Zader in illustrator.

 

I look forward in seeing you and your tulpa's progress. Cheers, bro.

 

Also, don't feel bad about it. You should instead ask your tulpa if he'd want you to draw him, too.

 

Mia told me to draw her, which I did, and I actually liked doing it too, so I really had no choice but to draw Mia since it's what we both want.

 

Drink some orange juice? And out of curiosity what do you like to visualize while forcing. Most of my forcing so far has had to be passive, so I'm curious to know some good meditative tulpaforcing.

 

Oh, right. Orange juice. I forgot.

 

I mostly start with visualizing myself taking up an ethereal form and removing myself from my physical body. I visualize that same sequence again and again until I stop receiving outer stimuli, either partially, or completely (that would take me a longer time of visualizing, so not today.) Then, in my 'ghost' form, I visualize myself 'teleporting' through a dimensional rift and entering an 'astral plane', and there, I start thinking of a wonderland.

 

After picking a 'dimension', I take up a new physical form, and begin with 'summoning' Mia. Now it's forcing time. We start with solidifying our forms, like something of a visualization warm-up, then we begin focus-training. Our routine currently consists of a simple concentration technique and exchanging thoughts and ideas while doing so.

 

Right now, we have no 'fixed' wonderland, which means, Mia and I constantly 'shift' into different 'areas' depending on what 'feels' right at the moment. Last night was a windy cliff side because of the wind on my back the whole time, which was actually from an electric fan.

[Nerd Guru]

 

I look forward in seeing you and your tulpa's progress. Cheers, bro.

 

Also, don't feel bad about it. You should instead ask your tulpa if he'd want you to draw him, too.

 

Mia told me to draw her, which I did, and I actually liked doing it too, so I really had no choice but to draw Mia since it's what we both want.

 

 

Oh, right. Orange juice. I forgot.

 

I mostly start with visualizing myself taking up an ethereal form and removing myself from my physical body. I visualize that same sequence again and again until I stop receiving outer stimuli, either partially, or completely (that would take me a longer time of visualizing, so not today.) Then, in my 'ghost' form, I visualize myself 'teleporting' through a dimensional rift and entering an 'astral plane', and there, I start thinking of a wonderland.

 

After picking a 'dimension', I take up a new physical form, and begin with 'summoning' Mia. Now it's forcing time. We start with solidifying our forms, like something of a visualization warm-up, then we begin focus-training. Our routine currently consists of a simple concentration technique and exchanging thoughts and ideas while doing so.

 

Right now, we have no 'fixed' wonderland, which means, Mia and I constantly 'shift' into different 'areas' depending on what 'feels' right at the moment. Last night was a windy cliff side because of the wind on my back the whole time, which was actually from an electric fan.

 

Oh and read my new log entry, I've been doing everything wrong. Thanks to you now I can see where Zader resides.

[Guest kingfisher]

 

Oh and read my new log entry, I've been doing everything wrong. Thanks to you now I can see where Zader resides.

 

I'm glad I could help.

[Guest kingfisher]

finished drawing Mia's new look:

 

and now, it's time to force!

[Guest kingfisher]

For the past few days, I've been feeling side effects from tulpaforcing, mainly increased anxiety and forgetfulness. Forgetting things like meetings, events and some other important stuff wasn't really a problem to me before, but experiencing it for at least three times in just two weeks seems a little too odd, if I might say. Also, I've been encountering feelings of anxiety more often.

 

It seems to me that my brain is now dealing with forcing stress.

 

Maybe I should buy myself some orange juice.

[Guest kingfisher]

Just this week, I tried a solution for my memory problems. Now, I have with me a ring-thingy on my right hand to help me remember of several important things, including my tulpa. That's one problem solved for now.

 

For the noise issue, I still haven't found any construction earplugs yet. Due to that, I'm only capable of narrating for the whole day and forcing late at night, but even then does my older brother keep talking on the phone so loudly that I couldn't hear what I'm thinking.

 

There's even this one time this same week that I got so frustrated when my watch mysteriously disappeared that I thought of really negative thoughts. Good thing Mia got me to lighten up a little bit while I was walking back home from campus yesterday.

 

Speaking about college, just this Monday after P.E. class, I was freely conversing with some acquaintances when one-thing-led-to-another, causing me to accidentally hint about having a 'friend' they weren't aware of. Two of them were suspicious of my tulpa being a real person, but then I threw them off by telling them about Mia's unusual eye color, which made them think that she was a foreigner, because of us being Asian and all, and that I only meet with her when they're not around. All that aside, I think strengthening Mia's presence is really worth all that spaghetti.

[Guest kingfisher]

It's been around three days since I got this "memo-ring", and I've been seeing Mia in a new costume already. It just seems that she's taken a liking to her new appearance that I can't get her to go back to her old one. I can't really force her to turn back since that would be counterproductive, and Mia's made sure that I don't forget her new outfit by associating it with the ring. Now I really can't get it out of my head. Also, her hair color's gone from bright pink to warm gray.

 

On another note, it seems that Beethoven's Ode to Joy is stuck in my head, My room is now a bedroom from the Victorian Era, and Mia got herself a maid.