The guy who reset and his tulpa.

[Guest Anonymous_]

Sigh...

I've got a bit of a story to tell here, so grab your popcorns and candies and pull up a seat

I haven't had the time to force recently, because I've been going back to school, and with 4 honors classes, that takes a toll. Whenever I got home, I passed out, and woke up at 2 AM where I did my homework, and passed out again. This can't be healthy, but whatever. So, last night, I promised Raina I would force, but I legit fell asleep just as I was about to start. This disappointed me, cause I WANTED to force, but now she's mad at me and won't talk. Just a minute ago, I went into the wonderland, and she locked herself in her room. She said she wanted me to force extra long tonight, which I said I'd do, and then I popped into her room and gave her a hug. That's where things went even worse. I had totally forgot she was redesigning her room and didn't want me to see it, and I teleported in there regardless. She pushed me against the wall, covered my eyes and yelled at me to get out, which I did. Now she won't even respond if I try to talk to her. I'm gonna pop into the wonderland again later to see if she's cooled down, which I hope she does. I want to have a fun adventure with her again ;-;

[Shui]

Oh damn. I missed a few of your updates. I've been away from home, and I've had to follow the site with my phone.

 

Your wonderland sounds awesome. I haven't really explored mine at all, and every time I read your posts, it makes me want to.

 

Your sleep schedule doesn't actually sound too unhealthy. Sleeping in two phases is actually kinda what we're made for. Up until electric lights, people usually got up in the middle of the night to tend the fire, go on secret dates with lovers, read by candlelight, or whatever. There have actually been a few studies recently where they deprived people of electric light, and they kinda naturally fell right into that schedule again.

 

Sorry to hear about you and Raina. I hope you work things out soon. I'm sure you will. After all, you guys share a mind, so it's even more important that you get along than it is for family or roommates.

[Guest Anonymous_]

I'm currently working on patching things up. I try to talk to her about every 30 minutes or so, but she either ignores me or gives me a little "Hey, I'm here, but I'm still mad" and then goes back to ignoring me. If she's bothering to tell me that she's still there, then we'll probably get better soon. At least I hope. D:

[Guest Anonymous_]

So, last night I made up with Raina, and we finished building the house in the new wonderland. The new house has 5 rooms on the first floor, being the Kitchen, Dining, Bathroom, Living, and the Stairs. Upstairs, there's my room, Raina's room, and this awesome jungle-inspired bathroom with a waterfall shower. Because Raina loves her showers.

 

On a slightly unrelated note, I had my first Lucid Dream last night after a week or two of trying. I did a RC when I noticed my stepdad was trying to feed me bloody (although slightly cooked) chicken, and I was like holy shit I'm dreaming and then I woke up. But it was awesome nonetheless.

 

That's all for now :D

[Guest]

This is a neat PR! I'm glad Raina is so far progressed... I'm still working on my own tulpa. I know nothing makes you feel more confident about your tulpamancing than when someone else is supporting you, so keep at it!

 

Also I hope Raina and you are feeling better. Nothing sucks more than a rift between people that share the same mind. :P

[Guest Anonymous_]

I realized I haven't updated in a while. Raina and I patched things up, (Also, thanks Anon) and we got back on a forcing schedule of once every night I don't pass out. Some other, non-interesting things happened, and that pretty much sums it up. I'm gonna force again tonight, and hopefully get another lucid dream, however likely THAT is. I'm seriously bad at doing that.

[Mage_Of_Cats]

Yay! Now I can actually truly tulpamance for once!

 

Yes. It takes me reading someone else's success in order for me to feel like I can do anything with Jake.

 

Sad, isn't it?

[Guest Anonymous_]

I read a BUNCH of PRs before I did anything, honestly. I was on the forums for a couple days before I made Raina, and did a LOT of reading.

[Guest Anonymous_]

Well, I've been kinda skimping out on the forcing sessions, because I want to get Lucid Dreaming down. I feel if I can do that, then forcing will become like 9001x more enjoyable. Any tips?

[Shui]

Read CyberD's PR. He's done a lot with lucid dreaming and the connection between tulpas and lucid dreaming.