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So, this is less of a Progress Update, and more of a reflection.

 

Thinking back to my birthday, which was on July 22, the days after that I honestly felt mildly depressed. I did nothing but laze around, and go to work on wednesday and friday. I would often contemplate what I'm doing, or where I'm going, and I could never come up with an answer. I felt empty inside, honestly. Then, on August 1, I re-began the process of creating Raina, and kerblamo, I've been in a euphoric state since. I'm happy, and I laugh alot more. More things just seem to brighten up my day. Honestly, it was a great choice, and I have no regrets. None.

 

(Also thanks again Shui for your seemingly endless helpful input :D)

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It's nothing. You've given me ideas too. :)

 

Glad things are going better for you. You know, I hadn't really thought about it until now, but I think this process has been really good for me too.

"'Real isn't how you are made,' said the Skin Horse. 'It's a thing that happens to you.'"

Guest Anonymous_

Okay. Semi-rare updates for the win here. Not too much to share, besides a quick story and some complaints. Read if you'd please

 

Okay, a couple days back, I believe it was last thursday, maybe? Either way, I was sitting in my Math Class, and all of a sudden I heard Raina's mindvoice and she told me that "It happened". I wondered what it was, so when the class was over, I asked her about it, and she said a meteor landed on the dolphin island. I told her to hide inside the house, and I locked the marine tunnel to the other Island until I could force. Later that night, I went into the wonderland, and she wasn't at home. I ran towards the marine tunnel to find the door kinda like melted open. I sprinted to the dolphin isle, saw Raina tied up and got hit over the head by something. We awoke in kinda a spaceship, quite similar to the one from Fallout 3's Mothership Zeta, but really white and shiny. I disabled the laser doors by unscrewing a panel and ripping the wire apart, and Raina and I split up to explore. I found some alien guys that look like Sectoids, and I killed one and took it's gun. Some other stuff happened here and there, and Raina and I escaped. Not too much to talk about, but now that I think about it, the ship must've landed somewhere on the planet. I may try to go find it later and see what's to see.

 

Story time's over, for now.

 

My complaint > Lucid dreaming is hard. I really want to get this down, but for some reason, from the time I fall asleep to the time I wake up is just black. No memory or anything. I rarely ever remember my dreams, so I'm gonna try and do the "Wait in bed for a bit and think about your dream". Not sure if that'll help the process, but we'll see. (This is all related because I wanna do lucid-forcing. That would be the coolest thing ever.)

 

Well, that's it for now!

Until next time [bye~!]

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Guest Anonymous_

Well. Nothing substantial recently. Still at a standstill with Lucid dreaming, but I've started trying to impose Raina recently. I don't get very much time to do it, mainly because I have such a hard time focusing.

 

Side note: I've been really interested in the Phantom Tail Syndrome recently. I'm working on that as a side project as well.

 

Side Side note: It's really quite cool and frightening that nearly 900 people have viewed this. Like, what?

Guest Anonymous_

So, something awesome happened last night

My friend and I were playing Bloxorz, it's a puzzle game, and we were stuck on the last level. Neither of us had any idea what to do, so I said in my head:

"Raina, do you got anything?"

She replied with

"Go up, left yadda yadda"

And we finished it. I was so excited that it was insane.

That's it for now.

[bye guys~]

Guest Anonymous_

So, nothing major has happened since the puzzle thing, but we still passive force and such, but I do have some things going on so I may not be able to update for a while. When I am though, I'll make sure it's interesting.

Glad to see you're still working on it, even if we don't hear from you as much.

"'Real isn't how you are made,' said the Skin Horse. 'It's a thing that happens to you.'"

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Guest Anonymous_

I haven't posted in nearly a month O.o

I need to start frequenting this again.

ANY WAY

Last night, I had my first real "alien" movement during possession. My hand had been elevated for about 10 minutes without me moving it, and I said We should try possession! So we did, and after like 30 seconds, I felt a strong twitch downward, and it was repeatable! It was amazing!

Ooo, Congratulations! *am celebrating vicariously through you* Does it feel a lot like someone else taking over your body?

My lip hurts.

Guest Anonymous_

Thanks Yori! And yeah, it does. It's a really weird feeling, to be honest. I'm super pumped to see what full body possession is like!

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