Holy crap, that was the most amazing thing ever!

[OG-Velociraptor]

Okay, this is my first post here, my apologies if it is in the wrong place.

 

Anyway, I just finished an hour and a half forcing session, my third one, and let me tell you...that was awesome. The past two days I was out of town at this ranch thingy my family has a membership type thing (really, it's hard to explain) so I tried my first two forcing sessions outside in nature. That was okay, but it was hard to get comfy, it was hot, and the flies would not leave me alone. Anyway, first session was about 45 minutes. I tried using Methos'/Phi's pre-creation "greeting" phase, and that went well until I just couldn't stand the flies anymore. But I felt something, there was some head pressure, and I was happy with the start. The next day Jenna (my fledgling tulpa) and I worked on her personality sheet, describing 25 traits and then going more in depth on each one. Did that for about an hour and then had a real short forcing session that really didn't do much. Just couldn't get comfy enough to focus. However, I have been doing a crap ton of narration, describing things, telling stories, singing, you know the drill.

 

But today. Holy shit today. I've been talking to my two friends with tulpae for the past week-ish and I had been really stuck on what exactly I should be doing. I couldn't get that I just needed to DO IT and it will go how it goes. I decided to just start up forcing and get to my wonderland, a glassy lake in a mountain forest, which came to me with no issue. An hour and a half later I opened my eyes from the most amazing 90 minutes of my life. I've got a teeny headache left over, but wow. Head pressures everywhere, some feeling like responses, but mostly just like raw emotion and feeling. A few times she almost felt frustrated, like an infant that knows what it wants, but can't communicate it. I had the idea that we could build a cabin by the lake together, and by the end of the session I had made up the front porch, no insides yet, and she didn't seem to reject it so we went with it. We sat out on the pier, we sat on the porch, we sat in the woods, and I just poured my thoughts and energy into her being. We developed her form a little, mostly through my thoughts and the head pressures she could give. She has red hair, almost auburn, the human form of a thin female girl about 16-18, but her face hasn't formed yet. I think she likes elfish features, similar to Zelda, since her ears appeared pointy a few times and it wasn't my decision.

 

Ugh, it was just so great, I can't wait until we can really communicate!

[Linkzelda]

Congratulations on your attempts! Just keep at it and know you'll be making connections at a faster rate the more you actually do things. It may not be perfect all the time, but practice is always going to dominate in the long term.

[OG-Velociraptor]

Thanks Linkzelda, our experiences together get more and more amazing every day!

[Angus and Alexis]

;P

 

I remember asking Alexis one day "Surprise me"

And she poked her tongue out at me ;D

[Guest EnnervateIndustries]

Glad to hear you're progressing well, but this should really be in the Progress Reports section. This forum is more for topics you want discussed.

[OG-Velociraptor]

Okay, thanks for the heads up. I'll remember that for the future.