Guest July 6, 2012 July 6, 2012 I won't go down the appears-sapient-but-it's-really-you road that Fede is doing.Hey, if I have a sentient, hallucinative being with memories and sensory capabilities talking to me, what's not to love?
RBDash July 9, 2012 Author July 9, 2012 32.5 hours in, I might be getting first movements, or I might just be parroting. However, if it is Suzy then she's completely ignoring her bones and joints and just going jelly arms. Also, yesterday I had a killer headache. I have a reason to doubt that it was her since I felt a little sick in the stomach, however, it was gone when I woke up today and I NEVER had a headache before. Really never, I only get sore throats, stuffy noses, and the occasional earache (and I hate that, why couldn't I replace the sore throats with lethargy? :@). Name: Suzy Form: Like my avatar, but realistic. Time: 58 hours.
Sands July 9, 2012 July 9, 2012 I got a pretty bad headache and a sick feeling in my stomach while forcing once. Was pretty sure I was gonna get sick but I got better very soon after stopping the session. You didn't say if you got yours during a session or just randomly, so it's hard to say. It's hard to say in any case. But if it was our tulpas in both of our cases, it must be some yellow-eyed, dark-haired tulpa thing. Obviously. Ours also were started a few days apart, haha. Does Suzy have a hairy chest too? The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)
RBDash July 9, 2012 Author July 9, 2012 I got a pretty bad headache and a sick feeling in my stomach while forcing once. Was pretty sure I was gonna get sick but I got better very soon after stopping the session. You didn't say if you got yours during a session or just randomly, so it's hard to say. It's hard to say in any case. But if it was our tulpas in both of our cases, it must be some yellow-eyed, dark-haired tulpa thing. Obviously. Ours also were started a few days apart, haha. Does Suzy have a hairy chest too? Nope, she doesn't have any hair outside of her scalp, eyebrows, and eyelashes. Actually, my headache lasted from when I woke up until I went to sleep. But I didn't have any such sick feelings 2 days ago or today, which is making me believe it was tulpa related. Name: Suzy Form: Like my avatar, but realistic. Time: 58 hours.
Sands July 9, 2012 July 9, 2012 Deep inside, the chest hair monster lurks, dreaming, waiting. Waiting for the day for it to emerge and become the magnificent forest of chest hair it always wanted to be, unruly and untamed. Just you wait. A rather long time for a headache, that. The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)
RBDash July 17, 2012 Author July 17, 2012 Was Suzy trying to communicate with me? Recently, right when starting a session I heard a short "noise" in my right ear. Like AM radio, but I'd equate it more to a sound version of the noise filter in image editors. I did not have any headphones on, and it was a lot clearer than any auditory hallucinations I ever had (like hearing my name when nobody is there). She's still not moved or given any "emotional responses" yet, and I never narrate out loud (sue me, I can never feel like I'm talking to her when doing so out loud), which is why I'm surprised that it was so clear and audible. Name: Suzy Form: Like my avatar, but realistic. Time: 58 hours.
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