the strangest thing happened last night...

[syncope]

This is my first post, but something weird happened last night....

So I'm pretty early into creation (I'm not sure exactly how many hours because I'm trying not to get too hung up on keeping count) but I do have her form, touch, smell, and movement down. Anyway, while I was laying down last night, I was forcing her next to me and telling her about my day and apologizing to her for not being able to spend as much time with her as I'd like lately, but I accidentally fell asleep without realizing it, and I'm really confused about the dream that happened afterwards.

 

We were both in a really large room with only one wall a couple of yards in front of me and really blue tile/stone as the floor. I've never been in a room like it, and it doesn't correlate with the wonderland I'd constructed. In the middle of the room there was a pedestal type thing with a red pillow on top and a gold crown floating above that with a key in between the edges of the crown. I knew I was dreaming because I remember thinking "I don't know what this means, I'll have to look it up later."

 

Anyway, my tulpa (I'm not sure what her name is yet, she hasn't told me) nodded toward the crown, so I walked over and put it on and grabbed the key. The crown went down into my head, like just kind of dissipated into me, but I still had the key in my hand.

At this point I realized there was a huge grandfather clock a couple steps in front of me, so I went to investigate it, my tulpa looking at me calmly the whole time. I ended up moving to the back of the clock where there were steps leading up to what I think was the face of the clock.

 

There was a keyhole there, so of course I put the key in and started turning. With every turn, the hands of the clock turned backwards except for one which went forward. I turned it for a while when finally it clicked and the key disappeared. I'm not sure what time the clock said, but it chimed 13 times, and on the thirteenth, my eyes and hers locked, and she smiled very sweetly like something good happened.

After that, I had a terrible unrelated nightmare. When I woke up this morning, I asked her if she had made the dreamscape and she said yes and then my name. I asked her what it meant and she just looked at me like she knew but wouldn't tell me.

 

This is the first time she's spoken to me. I'm really confused about all this.

[Spartanelete]

(Paragon)Maybe after some time she'll eventually tell you.

 

(Renegade)Force her to tell you using your power over her as a tulpamancer

 

 

It's your choice but, giving her time to eventually tell you would probably be the best.

 

It is possible for tulpas to alter or impose dreams, if that's what you're wondering. Maybe she was trying to tell you something. Maybe she did it for fun.

 

My advice would be to get to know her better and her to know you better; develop your relationship as host and tulpa further and ask her and hope that she remembers I guess.

[Nobillis]

Sometimes a dream is just a dream. In fact, usually that is so. Don't read too much into it.