Should I create a Tulpa for this reason?

[BlackMuffin]

You probably won't regret making a tulpa if you do go through with this. I find that forcing is like working out: you may not always go in with a cheer and a jump, but you'll certainly never say, "BOY, I REALLY REGRET I TULPAFORCED TODAY."

 

In any case, good luck mate. I'm rooting for you (and although he can't really say it I'm sure Chuul is too)!