Rehydration September 11, 2013 Author September 11, 2013 September 11, 2013 No news for yesterday. However, Misty's turning one month old tomorrow! I'm excited. :D Tulpa: Misty DOB: August 12, 2013 Relative Age: 15 Actual age: 11 months . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "Hope" is the thing with feathers — That perches in the soul — And sings the tune without the words — And never stops — at all —
Rehydration September 12, 2013 Author September 12, 2013 September 11, 2013 I was walking the dog today, and since nobody was outside I narrated out loud, describing everything I could to Misty. Tulpa: Misty DOB: August 12, 2013 Relative Age: 15 Actual age: 11 months . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "Hope" is the thing with feathers — That perches in the soul — And sings the tune without the words — And never stops — at all —
Ashmo September 12, 2013 September 12, 2013 Do you notice a difference between narrating aloud and using mind-voice? I rarely narrate aloud and I was wondering if maybe you got a better feeling from it?
Rehydration September 12, 2013 Author September 12, 2013 I really don't notice a big difference, but to me it seems like I'm directly addressing Misty more when I'm using my mindvoice. Tulpa: Misty DOB: August 12, 2013 Relative Age: 15 Actual age: 11 months . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "Hope" is the thing with feathers — That perches in the soul — And sings the tune without the words — And never stops — at all —
Rehydration September 12, 2013 Author September 12, 2013 September 12, 2013 Today in Algebra 1 I was called on to explain my answer to a question, and suddenly my mind blanked and I mentally freaked out for like three seconds. It didn't feel like something I would do, but the inside of my head felt warm for a couple minutes, if you get what I'm saying at all. I now have a cold (wonderful, right?), and my head is all stuffed up, so I have trouble hearing things externally. I might have a better chance of hearing anything from Misty now. Other than that, no updates at the moment. Tonight I have to quit my procrastinating and use those binaural beats that I checked out. Tulpa: Misty DOB: August 12, 2013 Relative Age: 15 Actual age: 11 months . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "Hope" is the thing with feathers — That perches in the soul — And sings the tune without the words — And never stops — at all —
Rehydration September 14, 2013 Author September 14, 2013 September 13, 2013 OHHH MY WORD NO Now I'm paranoid. Y'know why? 'Cuz I'm a big giant IDIOT and decided to listen to an audio recording of the tulpa pasta yesterday. Now, I've had some fun experiences with pasta (and by fun I mean THE worst nightmare EVER), but that was one of the most unnerving I've ever read. Time to let common sense kick in and NEVER read pasta again. Especially not with Misty around. With just me I would have been fine, maybe a little scared, but Misty made the creepy factor go up two times more than it would have been. Of course, she didn't have any sort of response to the pasta, but during the course of the recording I was more freaked out than I ever have been. OK, maybe that one video of "Abandoned by God" (NEVER EVER AGAIN) was a bit scarier, but that was three days before Misty came. On a side note, I was lying in bed, just thinking yesterday, when suddenly this random, hilarious thought popped into my head and I actually laughed out loud, then realized that I never would have thought of that. And I think I had a glimpse of a dream involving her last night, so that counts, too. Tried the Osmosis drone on mynoise.net (I owe you something, Ashmo, I really do) and forced with it for about half an hour, even though I had no sense of time at all. I tried experimenting with a wonderland, but I couldn't think of anything that could actually fit in my mind. Problems with wonderland: -I'm worried it'll be too big -I'm worried it'll be too small -I'm worried Misty's going to get bored with it -I'm worried it'll be too much to concentrate on As you can see, I'm pretty anxious about the near future. HALP Tulpa: Misty DOB: August 12, 2013 Relative Age: 15 Actual age: 11 months . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "Hope" is the thing with feathers — That perches in the soul — And sings the tune without the words — And never stops — at all —
Rehydration September 14, 2013 Author September 14, 2013 September 14, 2013 I was at church band camp (yes, with my brother Takataros) and after our rehearsal of "How Great is Our God" by Chris Tomlin my head felt just about ready to explode. I'm considering another tulpa, but I'm not ready yet. I might decide against it, and that's more likely. If I were to pluck on your heartstrings, would you strum along on mine...? That's the song I'm listening to--Plant Life by Owl City. I love it and I want to perform it with Misty. But I have to wait until she's vocal, which probably won't be for a long while. I'm still concerned about a wonderland. Tulpa: Misty DOB: August 12, 2013 Relative Age: 15 Actual age: 11 months . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "Hope" is the thing with feathers — That perches in the soul — And sings the tune without the words — And never stops — at all —
Rehydration September 20, 2013 Author September 20, 2013 September 15, 2013 Writing a letter to Misty. I'll be trying to do some passive forcing tomorrow without looking really weird and restarted (that spelling error is completely intentional). I'll also try to remember to active force. Nothing of note today, however. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, September 16, 2013 Nothing happens anymore! D: That's mostly due to me not thinking about Misty that much, though. Sorry, Misty. Sad I'm OK, though. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, September 17, 2013 I was walking home from school with Takataros, and he was saying something about Kamen Rider, and then suddenly I got a throbbing pain near my left temple, and a thought flashed across my brain: Please make the kid stop talking. So I did. Otherwise, nothing new. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I'm having trouble with visualization, but I'm going to request some tulpa art for help; hopefully it works. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, September 20, 2013 Well, now that backposting is done, here's today's entry: Today in all of my classes I was mentally exhausted. Also, in Algebra I, I meant to say, "Hey, guys! The bell rang!" It came out as, "Hey, guys! The world's blacking out!" Anyone have an explanation? Tulpa: Misty DOB: August 12, 2013 Relative Age: 15 Actual age: 11 months . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "Hope" is the thing with feathers — That perches in the soul — And sings the tune without the words — And never stops — at all —
Ashmo September 21, 2013 September 21, 2013 Also, in Algebra I, I meant to say, "Hey, guys! The bell rang!" It came out as, "Hey, guys! The world's blacking out!" Anyone have an explanation? Things like this happen to me sometimes. More so my filter doesn't work as well as it should and I say what I'm actually thinking instead of what I meant to say. Don't know if it's the same thing as what you experienced though...
Rehydration September 21, 2013 Author September 21, 2013 No, I wasn't even thinking about anything related to the world or the color black. :| Tulpa: Misty DOB: August 12, 2013 Relative Age: 15 Actual age: 11 months . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "Hope" is the thing with feathers — That perches in the soul — And sings the tune without the words — And never stops — at all —
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