Arkun

[Geo]

Well i decided to create a tulpa so far i have only had one forcing session im going to use this to log my progress

 

14th september 2013

 

I learn of tulpa and begin to research them this carries on for the proceeding week

 

21st september 2013

 

I sometimes suffers from imsomnia and struggle to get to sleep for up to 4 hours i had planned to use time to force initially so i used it the session went as follows

 

After 2 failed attempts at clearing my mind to enter wonderland i try comboing meditation and succesfuly enter my personal wonderland i was wearing a pair of noise cannceling headphones they were broken and not plugged into anything so basicly just muffled outside noise i began by thinkng of traits and spend some time on eacb one doing 6 i didnt keep count though as i was focusing and soon the time passed as i went round the traits a 3rd time i heard a slight buzzing in my right ear i checked there was nothing connected to the headphones but nothing was i assumed my tulpa and asked it a few questions and had 3 different feelings one was a feeling almost like a really low powee burst on adrenaline and thaught saying yes that seemed pretty strange as it came to my head faste than i could think and the same with a no as the second the 3rd was different as massive jumble of thaughts i presumed to be an i dont know the buzzing gets louderd the more i focus on Arkun the name i all of a sudden started calling him i began to feel unusualy exausted and told Arkun i was leaving ... no reply i leave and fall asleep

 

22nd september 2013

No forcing as i have an argument that i dont want affecting Arkun

 

23rd september

I write this at 3:33am

 

Any comments please say i will update this later

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Sorry for the terrible grammar i wrote this at 3:33am :-/

[Ashmo]

Welcome to the community. It seems like you are on the right track. And it's awesome you've gotten emotional response so quickly. Keep up the good work.

 

I wouldn't worry about hour counts either. It doesn't seem like anyone uses them any more. Other than to track the actual time spent forcing. I also like to active force right before bed. It helps me clear my mind and I'm able to share my day with my tulpa.

[Geo]

September 23rd 2013

 

Today i tried forcing in the afternoon and had much less of a result apart from Arkun getting an apearance and revising the traits from before only intresting thing is a i was forcing Arkun i had a basic idea of what i was going to make him but he turned out very different in a good way not sure if this was just me thinking of another desing i preffered or Arkun but i dont care too much i plan on forcing tommorow before i go to bed to see if i get the same results as my first session.

[Geo]

September 24th 2013

 

I was forcing again today but not for very long at all i just didnt have the energy but did force for as long as possible. Once again i was wearing noise canceling broken headphones and yet again heard the buzzing in my right ear a few other intresting detail where when i looked at Arkuns face the buzzing sped up i tried more yes no questions and had similar responses to my first session.

[Geo]

september 27 2013

 

Today i was having trouble visualising so decided to use binaura beats this left me feeling slighty dizzy but made arkuns form so much more visible but i have a few problems and need help

 

First im having trouble envisioning a happy place as theres never been a place where i really enjoy my personal wonderland is kinda strange ist a flat area that has orange waves constantly flowing across the ground that whatever they washover changes the rest is just void Arkun seems fine with it and i like but it seems almost as good as no wonderland at all and although arkun seems to like it i cant be sure

The other is whag binaural beats help you

[Ashmo]

You and Arkun could always change the wonderland together and shape it into a place you both enjoy. It really can be anything you want. You could make a new wonderland every time you go there if you wanted. There is absolutely no limit. Maybe look through some travel guides and envision places you'd like to visit?

[Dog]

Fede's "tulpatone" is a binaural beat that is known to help with tulpaforcing