bootyshortscronus October 3, 2013 October 3, 2013 I might as well make one of these, it'll be nice to have a spot to post anything pertaining to my tulpa's creation. I've been passively forcing him for a few days now, basically all day every day. I've done a few active sessions, but I'm having trouble with falling asleep or letting my thoughts wander while I do them. I'm having a lot of progress with him though. Today he showed the ability to respond to some simple yes or no questions through head pressure, but then I think that ability got a little too complicated for him because I started feeling the pressure all over and it wouldn't go away, so I told him not to do it unless I asked him a question or if he needed my attention for something and it stopped. Now I find that if he wants my attention he'll put a little pressure somewhere in my head to remind me to think about him. I've been avoiding saying his name because he's based on a character that I'm worried I'll get a lot of shit over, but it feels like he's been getting upset over that when he sees other people using their tulpa's names, yet I'm too embarrassed to say his. I took a moment to ask if he wanted me to tell people his name and he made it clear in the form of head pressure that he did. I might as well post a description of him anyway. He's an aged down version of Eridan from Homestuck, yes I'm one of those. He's around 10 years old in appearance and attitude, maybe a little younger, and I tend to refer to him as Eri. He has a scent already and it's grape flavored bubblegum with a hint of the sea. He's smart and he knows what's going on, but he's sort of spoiled and knows what he wants and isn't afraid to try to get it. Like my attention. I'll post some pictures of his appearance and the few outfits I've been able to picture him in a little later. He has yet to deviate from the appearance I've set for him, but he knows that he's fully allowed to at any time. I have a few concerns, but we've been working through them and I think he's going to turn out alright. I'll post them if they seem like they're starting to become an issue.
Shui October 3, 2013 October 3, 2013 Hey, glad things are working out so far. You're not the only one with a troll tulpa. I know there's a Karkat tulpa, and someone once mentioned making twelve tulpa: one for each troll. Though I doubt they actually followed through with it. Twelve seems like a bit too much to handle. "'Real isn't how you are made,' said the Skin Horse. 'It's a thing that happens to you.'"
bootyshortscronus October 4, 2013 Author October 4, 2013 Hey, glad things are working out so far. You're not the only one with a troll tulpa. I know there's a Karkat tulpa, and someone once mentioned making twelve tulpa: one for each troll. Though I doubt they actually followed through with it. Twelve seems like a bit too much to handle. I'd be interested in seeing how they turned out, assuming any of them were actually finished. Did a few questions today, I'm still getting responses with head pressure, but it seems like he replies to all of my questions as long as I ask them insistently until I get an answer. Asked him if he wanted me to read him a story last night and he said no, so I didn't, but I really want to read to him since I know narration is important. Just a few minutes ago I asked him if he liked the form I've put him in and he said yes. I'm not sure if he'll reply to ANY y/n question, but does anyone want to try asking him something and I can translate the head pressure for him?
Yori October 4, 2013 October 4, 2013 Oh, I'll try some things. Can you see outside of your parent's consciousness? Y/N? Or, do you like soda? My lip hurts.
bootyshortscronus October 4, 2013 Author October 4, 2013 Oh, I'll try some things. Can you see outside of your parent's consciousness? Y/N? Or, do you like soda? He seemed confused by the first question, or wasn't sure how to answer since I just wound up feeling the pressure moving around without really settling on any side. It seems like he does like soda though, I'll have to figure out which kinds he likes most.
Yori October 10, 2013 October 10, 2013 By that, I meant, can he see things that you haven't seen? I would have asked if he can see things that you aren't currently looking at, but then that could be from memory, so I ended up with that odd phrasing. Ex: Host hasn't seen the back of their fridge. Tulpa knows what it looks like. My lip hurts.
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