The Birth of Claire

[Mint Mocha]

Hi! I'm new to this whole experience, but I have an open mind and what I've researched is exciting. So I just decided to create a Tulpa, well my mind sort of took over and decided on it's own. I was looking through the forums here and the various guides when I caught myself automatically talking to a nonentity in my thought voice. I have named her Claire Renarde, which means Bright Vixen, and have been talking to her and narrating my daily life to her for three days now. I have an extremely active imagination, and whenever I am reading a book, the imagery consumes my wonderland and I find myself living out the pages before me. I have taken to carrying her with me on these adventures. Claire doesn't have a form yet, but in my wonderland she is a malleable shape, almost like clay, which I form with my hands as I am talking to her. I don't know what shape she will end up taking but I hope her personality will help dictate that.

[Ashmo]

It sounds like you are off to a good, and very creative start. Looking forward to reading more ^_^

[Mint Mocha]

Claire seems to have decided to be a little pony which, I swear to Cthulu, was not a conscious decision. So im pretty sure it was her. Ive begun to hear faint replies to my talking in my mind but I cannot really distinguish it from my own thought voice yet, so i hope it's her. Since most of my day is spent at work, and I have my wife and son to take care of when I get home, I spend a lot of time passively forcing while at work, narrating what I'm doing, the problems I encounter, and my solutions to them. I've begun asking for her input on problems rather than just thinking about them to myself. I work as computer support for a retail software company, so it would seem that I'm raising a little geek just like myself.