Flo's New and IMPROVED Tulpa Log!

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

YE HAI GAIS GUESS WAT IM TOO LAZY TO DIG UP MY OLD LOG SO HERE'S A NEW ONE YE.

 

Reasoning behind this? I dunno, I'm bored, I need something to do *shrugs* I've got Alix here. Anyone wanna say hi to Alix? Btw she shot me in the head. Not fun. Why? I made a stupid joke she thought was horrible >.>; Butt.

 

|You don't... make a joke... six words... wat.|

 

If you're curious, the joke basically went like this:

 

Pap pap.

Fap fap.

Nap nap.

 

Story of a teen boy alone in his room.

 

THAT'S IT. THAT'S ALL I SAID. NO NEED TO SHOOT ME. Seriously, gave me a bit of a headache. Which is weird, cuz usually my tulpas can't give me headaches o.O Forseen can release endorphins, but that's about it.

 

Gah, cinnamon jelly bean. I shouldn't even be eating dis it's reeeedddddasdjlaksjda

 

Oh ye, why was I typing this up again? Tulpas, yersh. For y'all just joining the show:

 

- I have three tulpas: Forseen, Muse, and Alix.

- Forseen's some metrosexual punk boy with cat ears and a tail, Muse is a BJD, and Alix is... I don't even know, she's a mess. |... I'm a sexy mess.| You're, wat, a trap? I guess some people find you sexy. |<.<; Oh shut the fuck up I'm not a trap.|

- Forseen and Muse merge into Alix, and Alix splits into Forseen and Muse.

- I'm not cray. At least not any more cray than everyone else here.

 

Now about them all, Muse has basic possession down. She can take control of my arms with next to no problem, and we're working on the rest of the body. Really slowly. Cuz like, I only passive force so it's kinda hard to give her time to possess my legs and stuff. She also writes all super cursive-y :P It's really pretty actually, I mean, it's hard to read, but still pretty (this was written kinda early on so you know, her handwriting is a bit slantier now). Hoping to get full body possession down and then switching :D

 

Besides that Forseen says being imposed sounds like something he'd like... so we're also working on that ^^ With more of the whole Fede method like thing. Cuz sitting and staring is boring. Instead I impose him into a chair or something and talk to him like that while watching tv :P Imposing his presence is really easy actually, I did it before the first time I forced, so it's not like it's an awkward I'm-talking-to-no-one thing.

 

And Alix doesn't care for either. I dunno why, she just says she doesn't care for either one. *shrugs* Oi, whatever. She likes my head apparently.

 

SOOOOO what have we done recently? Hm... I dunno :3 We're still sorta working on the whole get-Alix-to-exist-all-the-time thing here. I dragged her off of Muse a bit, but then she started acting more like Forseen >.>; Goshdarnit Forseen y u no liek talkinggggjasdkljaskldj

 

|He says it's cuz it's pointless to meddle with peasants like you.|

>.>;

|What? That's what he said.|

Oi wut he's a Prince nao? Whateverrrrr~~~

 

(Btw if you're wondering how this is working, when Alix is here Muse and Forseen don't exactly disappear, they become kinda like inside Alix's mind, like tulpaception or something, so Alix can hear them and they still can take in what's happening through her.)

 

|Ah yeah, he says he's not a Prince, just better than you.|

e.e; Well then, he's a butt.

|He knew you were gonna say that.|

BUTT.

|He says he loves you though.|

That doesn't sound like him. U liar >: O

|Okay fine I made that up, but I know that's what he was thinking.|

=^=

 

Anyways, potatoes. I need to stop eating my giant bucket of jelly beans >.>;

 

Whatever, basically just tellin' ya I made a new log. That's it. Peace y'all~

|Bye!|

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

Someone needs to explain to me exactly how a chandelier forms outta thin air. Seriously, none of us put it there, and yet Alix was able to knock the thing down with a ball she was throwing around inside. Also, I learned my tulpas (or at least Alix) bleeds. You may think that's not that big of a surprise, but it surprised me. I dunno, I just thought of the whole a tulpa won't feel pain unless it wants to thing. Didn't think they'd let themselves bleed or something. I bring this up cuz Alix cut herself on a piece of broken glass from the chandelier. Didn't really react like it hurt, more like confusion and she kinda went "Why the fuck is it sharp?!!?!?!?" and jumped back XD Maybe it's sharp cuz it's broken glass?

 

Anyways, decided this is just gonna have short, daily posts from now on. Long posts bore me and this way I don't have to keep digging this up.

[N1ghtSl4yer]

Y u do dis I lykd ur old log :'ccc

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

It’s too idek where and i dun feel like dragging it uppppp oAo Plus that thing was just filled with crap and more crap. Not that this isnt filled with crap, but meh.

 

Anywayssss, screw the daily thing, I’m not interesting enough for that. Let Muse play piano a bit today, outta practice, y’know? Also, going to Canada soon~ >w< Yay actual piano~

 

As the grand piano we have in our wonderland sits there under some holy looking light.

 

Really awkward piano playing too btw, she just kept doing shizz while i was just like ’dude, im tired, i wanna go to sleeeeeeeeppp’ ^^; Effartz.

 

Forseen found his ball and paddle thing again. Also he’s playing Space Invaders again, cuz before he was always playing Okami and shizz.

 

Also, another lovely argument about biases. Muse says they’re good and Forseen says they’re bad. Welp. Least we dun have Alix around shouting ’NOTHING EXISTS WHO CARES’ right now XD

 

Speaking of which Forseen still doesnt like to keep a constant voice >.>; It’s gotten steadier, but every time that happens he sounds either girly or like a little kid and it kinda annoys the both of us e.e; Bleh.

 

Did ya know Muse walks like a drunk guy? :D /shot/

 

Eh, I dunno where this is going, I’m tired. What happens when you get up at 5am? XD

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

OKAI, WE GOT FULL BODY POSSESSION. Sorta. Muse got control of my whole body, but she couldn’t really move ^^; I mean, she obviously did well with my arms, and somehow she gained really good control of my head and neck, but everything else didnt wanna move. After a crap long time she got my legs to move a little, but otherwise it was just a lotta fidgeting and ’why can i get up???!??!?’ So ye. Didnt really do much.

 

Really weird feeling though. Like, I’m there, but I can’t do anything, just watching Muse fail with the body from the sidelines. Her mindvoice kinda takes the centre stage and I was off quieter and off to the left or something (I was mostly just bothering Forseen to try to keep myself not focused on Muse in order to not accidentally take control back). I had to try really hard not to laugh cuz if I did I knew I’d accidentally make the body laugh XD Instead somehow my amusement transferred to Muse like an emotional response and she herself was struggling to hold a serious face for a while, going all ’stop that, I’m trying to focus! XD’ and stuff :P

 

Also, since I can’t unimpose (or whatever the word is) my senses I still felt everything, which led to a really odd feeling. Like, it almost feels like I’m still in control, but I’m not. Hard to describe really.

 

Idk, dats all for nao. Peace!

[Yori]

o.O people thought you were a teenage boy and not a chick because you seemed to imply so, esp witht he fap fap, and "story of teen boy", but I guess you were only saying what it was similar to.

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

o.O people thought you were a teenage boy and not a chick because you seemed to imply so, esp witht he fap fap, and "story of teen boy", but I guess you were only saying what it was similar to.

 

lol okay? XD Am I not aloud to make fun of the other sex? :P They can make fun of me back, I don't mind.

 

ANYWAYS, wazzup peeeps :3 Idk, nothin' happening really. I think we've gotten a little progress in imposition, sometimes I can feel some shadowy feeling on whatever part of my body Forseen decides to touch (like grabbing my wrist or something, i forget why he did that, i just remember he did...). It rarely happens, but it does. Also sometimes I feel his presence when he decides "hey imma invade ur personal space cuz i wanna" XD Visualization /sorta/ getting better-ish-not-really-okay-i-suck.

 

And I've noticed I talk more with my tulpas when it's only Alix with me versus Muse and Forseen. Probably has something to do with them being able to talk to each other while Alix is kinda stuck with either me or no one ^^; Yeah, another reason why I gotta get her up and about 24/7.

 

Idk, peanuts. Which reminds me of a conversation I had with a friend about how food items were 'inherently random', lolz. Animals are too apparently. Idk, lemme try something else.

 

Rainbows.

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

I'm so lazy with this. Seriously, only reason I'm posting is cuz i just gotta update this thing.

 

What have we done... Idk, I got meh braces off! :D Meaning I went to the dentist. YAY BACK WHERE I CAME FROM LOLZ. But seriously, had some fun trying to impose Forseen. It was mostly just open-eyed visualization but it was still funny, he kept trying to sit in one of the chairs and the dentist or whoever would always go and actually sit in it and he'd just get all annoyed like "he took my fucking chair!" XD Plus he kept complaining the chairs weren't even comfy. Cuz that makes total sense guys.

 

Possession with arms has gotten even more fluent... which I honestly didn't even think was possible XD But I guess it is. Muse couldn't erase before, now she can ^^

 

That's about it. Peace bros~