Let's do some tulpaforcing

[mmandh]

Well lot's of stuff happened and didn't happen since my last post. Moved, new job, etc. On the Tulpa front though stuff's been a bit of a ride. After lots of stuff and doubt and reforming my tulpa and at times tulpas I would up back to just the 1. I don't know what was going on before, but the multiple Tulpas I went through during those first few months are all gone for the most part. A lot of effort with unusual results. The Tulpa I have now seems to be much more stable. She isn't prone to constantly changing and her personality is more consistent. I'v also got a traits list going for her that I'm trying to update so I have a physical reference whenever I need a refresher. It seems to help. Going to try and be much less by the seat of my pants from here on out.

 

Fi, current Tulpa, is sort of her own person, and sort of bits and pieces of my semi-failed first attempts. I'm still working on her though but I'm more patient this time around and not expecting massive results right away and then questioning myself and her when I don't see them.

 

So yeah I'm back I guess.